SYD 3

Unsatisfied with this blog

Because she blog it first when I'm still thinking on blogging this 

Am very busy actually but nevermind ... I wanted to post about it
(although maybe this will be saved in draft : P)

And I tell you, this will be a long post with picturessss... 

My secondary school junior and her sister and her friend

New friend :)

My  secondary schoolmate .. (ray and may and .. May's friend)

The senior with her "long time no see" friend I guess

With another kulas ^^

Queennera (a famous artist)  with her fan Ray

Kulas, Barbara, the Sister and kulas' sister Vianney ^^

Any of them may be my classmate if I don't go to the boarding school :)

The night before the departure :) Blessing to the actors for the Family Night

One of my favourite quote 

Me, hiding at the back of the Topokon Youth :)

Walking to our foster family's house

Welcoming smiles from the foster family members :)

Later that evening, They welcome us with traditional music or better known as "magagung" 

The Father come with a traditional dance "Sumazau"

Some lovely scenery for me^^

The second day, the Kota Belud Parish performed a nice and peaceful morning prayer

The amazing choir from the host

Senior Jamlee with his friends

Alychia and Leendy(my juniors) with their friend 

My Parish.. Tuaran with a striking yellow shirt and cap

The senior Jcrechealdera(can you say it right?)

Out of no where she come out .. still don't know who is this.. tell me if you know

The Groto :) Beautiful :)

The seniors with a graduated senior and their friend

Welcoming performance ^^

Senior Joviania and Allesandro with their friend

Meal time.. 

Anywhere

as long you can eat :P

Topokon youth + Elsie

Aly with her friend

Our Mother.. good mother .. miss her ;(

Tuaran Parish with a father from Johor-Melaka

Tuaran Parish record a wish for Fr Rayner at Rome

Up up and away :)

Barbara and Scholastika

Vianney, barbara with a sister :D

The Carmel :)

Its amazing when all people suddenly dancing when a song played on air ^^

From Ranau with love:)

Me with my friends 

Some school reunion

The Tawau Parish ^^

A sunset in the evening :) (Click to enlarge)

Youth Night sharing :)

Tadaa, forget their name.. but a new friend :)

Morning hug :D

Er... er... what is this ... Their Reunion XD

YS (Yayasan Sabah) Reunion :)

Family Night :) The junior always see the camera == haha

Action song :)

A great actress 

Dating perhabs .??

Mother and son (in acting.. in real life.. Nicholas and Willhelvianah)

Obey your mother

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Don't make she cry and if she do, be with her

"tears are the sign of forgiveness and redemption" 

SYD 3 Family Night Actors 

A son sharing on family

A daughter sharing on a family

A father testimony on family 

to wrap this up, I really sorry for didn't manage to go till the end

as I have to go somewhere else

but God have His own story for different people

And I am willing to join this for the next event

not as a student anymore

to finish it as it should be

Reflection : This event have refreshed my life, 

about serving God, Forgiveness, Accepting, Glorifying, Give thanks, Living His story, the Call

and many more :)

p/s : as I say before, it took me weeks to finish this post :P 

I don't found you, You the one find me

God have make a beautiful story for everybody

but let just zoom in the scope.. 

Lets zoom in throughout myself.

I think it is better like that, not to say about others,

who'll know maybe it hurt that particular person even if you 

did not purposely cut his or her feeling ^^

Lets start as I have only a short time to type this post

as I will go camping for a week

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Life i live is complicated

there is no fix point.

life always go up and down as the ship in the sea

went by the wave

I've found a few particular friend that I can talk with

to laugh with, to make some crazy stuff and of course share my problems

their presence is the true gift from God after family

like this post's title, 

I may have found them in the very strange way,

but actually it is them that find me

In my bad

they always find me, cheering me up, listening to my nonsense talk

through my bad habits, they have come over all that, 

they have accepted me for who I am 

and at the most of the time, they comes at the right time and the right place 

so that I will never give up hope.

In the middle of my problems, 

I've found them, finding me in the darkness, 

as God have said,

"love others as you love yourself" 

that bring deep meaning

If you think and pray and ask for the real meaning, 

you will amazed because God is in everyone of us

be good to others mean to be good with God

To all of my friend: 

thank you for you have find me and stand with me.

To find a friend like you is impossible, but to found YOU is a miracle ^^

p/s : Going to SYD 3

Walking in the same shoe

Does anyone know that people have different type of foot.

Its not the size that we are wearing.

If calculated in cm or mm, different people have the different number
and for sure they will have the different shape and size

To get exactly the same foot
is likely searching a needle in a haystack and half a miracle 

when you have found a pair of people with  the same foot size and shape

Imagine...

it is already hard to find somebody 

with the same size and shape of foot for both of their left and right feet
Then finding the perfect match will be almost impossible

Then a story,
A friend brake up with her boyfriend
Then she fall into mourning and crying phase of the separation
A good friend of her come immediately after knowing the news
trying to calm her down, the good friend said that
there are more reason to laugh than to mourn

But, mourning people don't listen to anything
losing the sense of judging, listening and decision making ability
making them impossible to be calmed with words.

The girl making a loud sound saying that
the friend didn't know how she feels,
"Try to walk in my shoes and walk in the path I went through" said the girl.
The friend said sorry for not making the girl happy but making her more sad.
Sadly leaving the angry girl, the friend slowly close the door and walked away.

Two days later when the girl have finally grab a grip,
she called the friend and say sorry for being rude and selfish
As she called her friend,
the friend's mother saying "hello" is heard on the other end
Hoping to heard her friend's voice, the girl asked the mother if her friend is around

Instead of calling her friend down, the mother broke a tear and said that
her son is at the funeral of his fiance
His fiance died on a car accident three days ago.
Electric shock increase the girl's pulse.
Leaving home by a cab, the girl remembered that her friend was always there
in her sad, in her happy time and in many more since they were kids.

In the her friend house, the friend is still at the graveyard,
maybe the ceremony is still going on.
The mother started telling a story.
"My son was very sad when his fiance died
At home he just cry and cry,
but when he heard you brake up, he started calming down
When he regain his spirit, he smile a little bit and said " there is someone I need to entertain"
and walked away to your house.

The girl then realize that
her friend has a burden that cannot be compared to her's.
The phrase
" Try to walk in my shoes and walk in the path I went through "
is more likely to be addressed to herself


We all walk in the different path and different route.
Choices we made are and life we lived
make it almost impossible for any of us to have same "shoe"
there is once in the blue moon,
where there are two people with the same "shoe" meet


A message for everybody
" Friend, we have different life and obstacles and of course talents
don't ever think to look your problem as the biggest and other is just a small one,
because you don't see her true form of problems. 
Appreciate life to the fullest and thank God  for everything happened" 


God bless you
Happy Sunday ^^

something for your race

thinking of something

some kind of new blog.

after the picture blog,

am thinking to create a new one

It will goes on the mother tongue of me 

a kind of blog

a kind of reference for the youngster 

wait for it..

I will definitely do something useful ..

(maybe)

hahahahaha 

Thanks for reading 

Passion

I love my camera... from my childhood I AM holding a camera and a lots after it. Some or almost all of it broke down because of curiosity, if Time is considered as a factor in becoming a nice photographer I surely win. But that not it, curiosity and exploration is the best. Books just show examples, the are no rules to be obey in photography, while speed light is an aid. 

Normal lens is just for an ordinary?
NO...!!!!
Any lens can make many picture!
a wide can make a portrait 

a zoom can make a landscape

A wide is not just for landscape

and a zoom is not just for zooming BIRDS

When you see some Pro

they don't always teach.

they look on other's picture and amaze.

They don't comment

they just seldomly giving opinion.

Why?

because everybody have their own arts

Others may give opinion

but nobody is too great in judging 

because nobody is perfect.

this may be the first camera that I hold

Years later I remember holding this

And this is what I have by my own now

So long