Tuesday, September 14, 2010

orualan..keh3...

nu kaka toruol.. ??
oruol gakod..
oruol tulu..??
tinan.>???
nipon..??
okon e....
ogumu kopio gia karaja d..
ogumu po ogumu..
id walai nga haro nopo karaja..
siou kuma e au karati..
mipupura nopo do karati ka..wakakakkaka

he2.. ogumuuuuuuuu kopio e karaja nga aiso po notimpunanku ..
iso nogi nga tukono oku no di..
adui ... agayo kopio ti tukono ti.. nung da milo patahakonku ilo tasu nga patahakonku nopo ngaii...

om... ogumu kopio hiti id pomusarahanku ti...
nokuro tu ogumu e belia hiti id kg nga okuri e kasai nung haroo pibabarasan ko gugutung ruyung..
ogumu e e milo mamain do gitar nga tukono kopio... alasan nopo om...
osibuk..
au kaka milo lagu do graja..
tukonoo moi sambyng ,..
osomok yolo... hihiti no ka nogi..
tukono e nung haro no aktvti do graja..
yoho nopo..??
langadon oku kopio moi hilo garaja..
langadon ka om langadon kopio ..
milo nopo tumagak oku..
tumagak oku mntd tawau om moi hiti kg.... moi sambyng hiti..
nga au no d monguro.. haro no d chapel osomok hilo ..
sundung pia okon ko kg ku nga... arayou e kasai ginawo ku..


nosuaian oku no t pomogunan.. nokuro tu ogumu kopio tulun tu miambalut ..
nga nung nokonsongkial nga amu no kaka miampun ampun kaagu ,..
okitoku tu okon ko osusa...
nga orosian diolo amu pompunon yolo..
nga isai2 karati... igitai no ti borosku .. e norongouku ntah soira po... e minaanku tonudo..
pokimaap nopo .. pomaaponko ko amu ... haro no nokosuai...
ntah.. tapaku ..kanto.. ko e tinaku minoboros.. hahhaa

ti ginawoku...
orohian oku kopio isio.. nga kuroyon po ..
haro no sanganu....
orohian pia isio doho nga.. .amu e kaanu isio kasai ..
simbiono nopo ..
orohian oku kasai isio .. ka d tambalutku..
kada kama undorong.... mai nopo ..
isai koilo insan tadau ..
haro no da hiti id ginawoku do pologoson ku isio nopo da.. nga haro d tambalut minoboros..
pologoson nu nopo..
baarti do putus asa ko no ka..
sigog tu om minomboros t ginawoku ..
kada pologoso ka..
osindualan oku pia..
osongulunan oku pia.. amu oku kasai manasal..

bah iriri no ... konsikou tu mikinongou..=)

Friday, September 3, 2010

sayonara

sayonara
yeah tapi saya macam malas mau balik
sa nda suka mau balik..
walaupun sa rindu la juga d rumah..
walaupun rumah sy nda best sa suka juga
walaupun saya teda bilik d rumah saya suka juga
walaupun saya yg jadi tukang masak sa suka juga
sa suka mama ma bapa saya
walaupun durang slalu juga la bg ceramah
tapi saya tau dorang mau buat saya berjaya..

tapi kawan...
saya suka kawan2 saya..
saya suka kacau dorang
walaupun ada yg pemarah sa suka juga
saya sayang juga kawan2 saya..
saya tidak kisah kalo dorang marah ..
saya sedih bukan sbb kena marah.. tapi sbb saya buat dorang marah
sa sayang kawan2 saya..
bila saya kacau kamu .. sbnarnya saya mau kc gembira kamu
tapi mungkin cara untuk kamu gembira berbeza

tapi kawan...
jangan kamu bgaduh ..
saya yg sakit bila nampak atau tau bila kamu bgaduh ..
biar pun nda rapat sa nda suka bila kamu bgaduh
kalau boleh kamu bdamai la..
kc maaf la.. kc lupa la...
dan kamu tidak akan kerugian apa2
...
kawan2....
ini la nasihat saya..

KASIHI IBU BAPA SAYANGI KAWAN-KAWAN

Monday, August 16, 2010

think again

ha2..
i don't wanna lie again
he2 yesterday there is a friend that put her trust in me..
thanks because you trust me..
then... i know now.. if you think you are alone.. then actually you are not..
share my friend share it to others..
and whenever you need a person 2 talk 2.. go and meet somebody
when you are far away from your friend tell him/her... that u miss him/her
when you quarrel with your friend.. tell him/her that you are sorry
that u want to b a good friend again .. admit your fault...
if i just write and you are reading it.. there is useless if u don't do it..
apologize and forgive my friend..
because when you APOLOGIZE and FORGIVE.. you will live a better life.. God bless you .. :)

Saturday, August 7, 2010

what to say....

yeah i dont know what to say today actually..
hi8 change the routine,.. i'll try to use both language... or all language that i know in this blog..
haha... just now i read my "anak buah" fb status that says..
sush ka kta bljar tuk mmnta maf dan mmafkan??????????huu
then i started thinking and now..
i think i should share something that is inside me all this time..
lets just create some new peribahsa.,....
it is " rendahkan dirimu serendah najis(taik) dan luaskanlah hatimu seluas langit"
actually b4 this .. i can never forgive anyone.. but then suddenly i made up my mind and change.. i never share this before..

so... how to ask for forgiveness..?? actually it is just go and ask 4 that.. but then ego will never let u go.. i used to be like that long not long ago.. but then .. what is the matter if you ask 4 it.. it will benefits both side actually.. so throw your ego and b as the shit that always look down to himself and always wanted to ask for forgiveness for he is like that.. in tphe other words.. just apologise even if you are not so wrong...

how to forgive...??
just say that you have forgive..
don't put your ego high .. coz ego will never sleep with you when you are 6 foot under the ground..
just say that you forgive he or she or they .. but make sure that they will never do the same again..let your heart b wide as wide as the sky and not the ocean . . look at the sky is he ever say no when the smokes come to him. no .. he never say that .. he just accept it ... think... if he never accept it( the smoke) then the world will be full of smoke..
but the sky accept all the bad things.. and make this world beautiful.. look at the blue sky ..
no blue but black sky if the sky never accept the smoke to enter his body..
so ... why don't you just forgive so that the picture of your live will be more beautiful than you ever see..

since that .. i want to ask.. why don't you apology and why you don't forgive... ???
ops..they just soulless creation of God not like you..
why you don't make yourself better than the shit and better than the sky..??

ask.. and forgive..:)

Thursday, July 29, 2010

wink......

He2.. bonne nuit mes amis. aujourd'hui.... je veux dire a certain de mes aimer uns les..=)
hier, mon amour me dire qu'elle m'aime encore. alors.. elle me pose une question...
je dis que je ne pleure jamais.. oui il est vrai.. mais... mon amour...il ya quelque chose que je ne pas jamais.. je ne peux reposer pendant une nuit ne pleure pas.. les lendemain.. je pleure jour et la nuit mon amour.. je t'aime toujours... il juste que je peux dire que c'est fort.. mais mon amour Je t'aime...

Sunday, July 25, 2010

people..???

lol.. what to say .. dunno..
i'm too tired already..
things seems going up and and...
but then the "best" part is .. that the bad thing is going to worst..
that heart and feeling is getting worst everyday i think..??
some people want to do anything that SHE think right..
but then think logically friend..
don't you ever know about living??
don't just live in your own life.. try the other... then you will know that it is not right what are you doing right now ..
mouth.. ??
we should care for what we are saying.... better watch you mouth...
and saying bout myself..
just busy with some convo... and i'm really sorry that i can't help my classmate...
and sorry that i can't take care of that someone...hope i have that opportunity to have a good talk with you..=)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Good Bye Granny

Hm.. i don't know what to say actually... She has gone... she went to a place...
FAR.. very far away... even I can't follow her anymore just like before...
her smile, her voice, her touch full of love, i will never forget it....
i never had a chance to say even good bye.... the last time i talked to her is just " bagus2 kau ah nek... sa tinguk ko nanti cuti" but then i will never see her again...never had a chance even to hug her. never had a chance to take care of you just like before. cannot give you some good meal just like before.. and not even have a chance to hear your story anymore.. Grandma I miss you so MUCH...

Sunday, July 11, 2010

i don't think..

i just wanna ask people, do time will heal everything? because i just don't really agreed with "everything". people say that when you made some people mad, the people will forgive you anyway, but then do it really2 work.?? then how about forgiveness? even though the people actually forgive the other long time ago, the other will never feel better actually. it just because when you don't tell then the other don't know what to do. i don't mean anyone actually but just myself. the only problem now is that i'm afraid. afraid to make wrong decision.. but i must try then,,,, somehow sometime... just to fix what I've broken, what I've destroyed. if i can just throw away my weakness....then i would just say sorry to some friend..

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Maybe its my fault

Firstly, i would like to apologies to anyone that I have make them sad, mad or whatever it is. It is something that i can't bear it anymore that i can't even say to anyone. Now i'm kinda people that lose his FRIEND. Back then it was good to have them. But now, emptiness have come back in my very own heart. Its some pain that i couldn't show it to the others. And this emptiness continuously stabbing my heart. If i can just tell it to the world i will cry loudly through all the earth. Now they seems going far, far away that i could not hear their voices talking to me. If I can just cry like anyone else when they are sad rather than smiling and laughing... IF I CAN JUST CRY....IF..

Sunday, July 4, 2010

new SEM.....

it take me just now to write again.. hahahhahaha
owh.. new semester has begin and of course new life..
hahaha.. never though that this will happened.. a NEW life..
but then.. thanks for the memory and experience that OLD life give..
it is the lesson that i cant find it elsewhere..
And I wanna tell people that i wanna b just a friend
A friend that wanna help and care bout a friend..
hahhahaha and of course this moth will b a really busy month..
hahhahaa apriciate whoever read this all... :)