Its been busy yet lovely...

yep.. it been busy yet lovely

it been busy weeks from the beginning of the year till now

many things to do and to be done

this brain of mine seems working in a strange way .. 

yet it still doing its work properly with minor error

however, God always have a great plans, 

surprises and good news were also coming in .. 

and I wanted to say this from the beginning of the year, 

thank you God for such a lovely year.. 

Thanks for the presents.. 

I mean a lot of thanks... 

words can tell my feeling right now, 

But to be just I'm feeling happy and thankful right now

This year is my final year in this campus 

Yet it is still a long way to go 

This year will be sweet year and sad year in the end

I know it... I know it.. 

But until then .. 

I will laugh and smile, 

eat and cook, 

run and walk

sing and talk with you, 

all of you brothers, sisters, aunties, uncles, 

I know God had plan something beautiful :)

Night all .. God bless you .. :)

Place where I learn and play, knowing new people and learning about humanity

(click to enlarge)

The Bumpy road I've taken

Empty paths leave spaces between the road

The Red Forest Tree seems occupying the view

Some may feel nothingness or even endure blackout

while some people see it as a wonderful journey and though road to walk or maybe run

Long time ago, I choose some bumpy road, 

I see many dark corner and white section of the road

I have see both wonderful things and awful moment

A long dark corner have been coming to once

but I've managed to overcome that

After the dark path, 

the other coming dark part were easier to walk on

because there always voices and hands to hold on to

and most of the time, 

believing there will be a white section at the end of the corner

were worthy to do

because they always real and always there

Life now is more likely to be more like a rainbow

not because the first path I choose 

It is because I rise every time I felt

and because those dark corner I've been through

Because when you believe there always be some power

working by it own way

in ways you couldn't ever imagine

I believe this is the God's plan for me

the greatest gift for me 

is the bumpy road I've choose long ago

that come to this beautiful story :)

Happy New Year 2014

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2014 everybody :)
Its been a great year last year and today I hope that this year will be even greater :)

Christmas was last week so meaning to say this picture coloured last week which also mean last year
So the picture above is kinda some drawing by me

using the pastel and it didn't turn out to be outstanding

It just turn out to be an ordinary wishing from me :)

Once again Happy New Year everyone :) 

A lot had happen but more are coming

The view at my village

The day will come when we regret the past and hoping for a better tomorrow

but why hesitate? 

Why wait tomorrow for a better day?
Why not today?

A saying once chimed in my eardrums, 

"yesterday is history, tomorrow a mystery. Now is present, why not open up your present?"

So people take the chance to see your lucky day present's. 

I wish you to have a good day and good luck in whatever you'll be doing today

Morning :)

P/s: see also this blog... thank you :)

You ... (^^,)

Seeking through the past year

You are just friend

but don't worry 

you are a lovely friend to start with.

But those walks and talks

the "play" and laughs... 

Make me wonder
Would there be any chance..

of you and me
together

forever

.....

But now it turn out to be

I resist my eager hand from send you messages

I trying to spell "the word" right

and trying to forget you 

but 

above all those things..

I always fail to do that 

like all the time I mean 

ALL the time

But it is indeed a sweet failure

You are precious to me 

because you ...
you are..

"The greatest gift from God to me"

Going out again

Greetings reader(s) 

This holiday went a little bit busy

by events and nothingness

Anyway,
This is the place I wrote before

for those who doesn't have any idea, 

This is the post.. ClickMe

So, 

after bringing the camera twice,

without the memory card,

This time

I manage to take a some images

well, its not just these two actually,

it just I too lazy to upload the other picture here..

maybe later or maybe soon

anyway,

running away from the internet is quite fun sometime

but writing here and there in the web seems quite hard to be left.. 

so, here am I writing about nothing

The main purpose of this update is just to show the picture ..

The first picture to be more precise..
anyway...
Night readers.. :)

Almost change it...

Hello readers,
They may just a few who still read this blog
but it doesn't really matter now,

To be honest,
There's nothing to update for real
It just I wanted to tell you something..
I almost close this site because of the second blog but
gladly, I've found some trick accidently, so
I've removed my second blog post at the right hand of the blog

you may not notice it before
but it was very nuisance for me

well gonna do some editing later and for now... good bye second blog post :)

P/s : This blog is over 4 years now

Updating the blog

Celebrating  them..

its just some extension from the last post
this time with pictures

wait,

there'll be more

Its just tears that shows

Sadness and Happiness

 well, sometimes, picture do tell more then words.. 

Haha I gonna miss them :) 

Bye

another farewell lots of tears

There's a lot happened since my last entry

And I really mean it, 

but I myself forgotten it already
but some are not mean to be forgotten

I don't really know how to pour it in here

but just let it start like this

I was young and very shy

it just my smile that make them smile back

because it is the least I can do

Having myself with my classmate was good

but they came like light in my life

Friend that always cheer me up

To talk with them and laugh with them,

and share some secret with them

My life seems so good 

but I know the day will came up

where tears come flowing from the eye 

and sound of crying could be heard from every corner

the day when some of them go and just few of them stay

The day when smiles should be on lips

but tears came and wash it

but don't worry 

it just you can't see them as usual

but still they are your very best friend

the sadness in your had flow away from you

flow with the tears like a thousand river

but when the rain is gone you'll see smiles 

and happiness because 

"You are God's most precious gift for me"

it's not coincidence and mistakes

it's God plans for me and you 

so that you and I 

will have a great life

Long is it..?
anyway 

here's another one

It was a dark night

really dark and full of despair

and suddenly a voice call me out and walk to the light

and you came into my life and enlighten it

I never realize how happy you made me...

and now, I do

sorry if those two writing means nothing to you,

it just something that need to be read at least twice 

and those who know me to be understood 

anyway good morning :)

The Bus Stand Girl

A little boy is waiting for the school bus

the sky is gloomy and the day is drizzling

waiting under the bus stand 

he always get to be the last person going home

but days before they were a little girl,

waiting just like him

almost everyday too

the boy will smile when the girl come 

but they didn't cast a word until someone head home

in their own yellow bus

days goes on and they are still like that

but deep in the boy's heart,

there was thousand of laughter and smiles

knowing he'll meet the girl everyday, 

he go to school everyday, 

although he hates school 

he hates everything on his school

he used to skips lots of school day

But these days,

He never skip school anymore,

the best part for him is to wait at the bus stand

he seems to like those classes at school but the truth is, 

he always love the wordless waiting at the bus stand

Weeks goes by and so do months, 

It comes to the end of  the year,

at the last day of school he seemed to be so worried and sad

at the bus stand, he's pacing 

but when the girl come, 

he stand properly

"Hello"

They almost said it together

both hold their word and the boy continues,

"We've been waiting together for a long time now, Could I know your name?"

The girl smile and say "I'm waiting for you to ask me anything for a long ago"

They talk a lot that day, knowing they would probably will never meet each other anymore,

both render the day to their memory.

The boy reach home with happiness in his heart

It seems to be the best moment in his life.

although he never know the girl's name because they've been busy talking