Wednesday, January 26, 2011

.. what..

gini la kalu sudah tercharge sikit ni . haha
lancar trus kepala..

ni la yg sa mo cakap ..
sa sudah bah tau perangai kamu semua..
walaupun bukan semua..
kamu ingat kamu tu hebat betul la.. /?
sa bukan mo cakap pun apa2 pasal kamu ..
aiye..
p sa mesti juga cakap ..

kamu tau ka ..?
apa ego boleh buat..??
buduh .. kalau kamu tlampau ego ..
tidak mo dengar cakap orang lain memang kamu la paling buduh di dunia..
kamu tahu atau tidak .. bila kamu buat begitu . .
kamu puas.. ya memang kamu puas..
yang kamu mahu kasi kena pun sengsara..
tapi tau ka kamu ..? ?
bukan orang yang kamu mahu kasi kena tu jak yang sengsara..
ada orang lain yang akan lebih sengsara.. buduh bah kamu ni ..

buduh ..
kamu ingat kamu tu baik betul la.. /?
SOMBONG
MANJA
BANGGA DIRI
TIDAK MENGENANG BUDI ..
MALAS..
CAKAP BANYAK ..KERJA SIKIT

jadi kalau kamu terasa ..
biarlah . .
memang patut pun kamu tau ..
kamu rasa kamu hebat ..
tengoklah bila kamu kasi hancur hidup saya..
saya tengok kamu beberapa tahun dari sekarang kamu mau jadi apa..
kamu mau jadi macam mana. ..

buduh la..
saya pun ada otak bah ..
saya dapat bah befikir dari semua aspek .
kamu .. ??
tapi kamu.>???
pikir dari satu arah saja..
DUNGU

tapi saya respek la sama kamu ..
SIAL... hebat kamu BERLAKON o ..
baik konon ..
palui la..
tampar kamu sana nanti ..

kamu tidak boleh ka mengaku salah .. /?
trus bebaik ka. ./?
melampau o kamu punya ego ni ..
macam Taik ..
sa pun kalau sa salah sa mengaku bah ..

sorry la kalau lain yang sa mo kasi tuju tapi lain yang terasa.. bukan kamu yang sa mau bagi ni . .
tapi sa memang nda puas hati ni tau ..
nasip sa masih rasional ..
tapi ni malam sorry la.. sa nda rasional .. sa jujur
sa malas mo jadi rasional ni malam ..

ubah la sikap kamu tu
kamu ingat kamu tu bagus betul la,...
kamu ingat hati kamu jak la yang penting.. ??
apa yang kamu mau jak la yang bagus..
oi. .
pikir bah bagus2..

sa betul2 mau bagitau ..
sa inda suka gaya kamu macam taik jak
ada peraturan ..
kalau mau ikut.. ikut ..
kalau tidak .. jangan ..
bukan mau ikut tapi banyak juga komen
macam babi jak ..

bah malas sudah mau menaip ..
p/s: sepa yang terasa sori la.. bukan kamu juga ni .. tapi siapa suruh baca kan .. .
kalo mo komen yg bikin panas bagus jangan .. yang bagus2 ok .. boleh komen .. ..
ni luahan hati ni .. bai..

what this mean to you ...?? or how this mean to you ..??

giving..
i see a video a few day ago ..
hahaha
yeah ..
why not us too ..??
give and share what we have..

giving up
sometimes you have to give up ..
do you agree.. ??
because i am not ... agree 100%
hahahha

pride
sometimes when we seems down ..
it doesn't mean that you can't gain it back
sometimes we can go higher than before

tolerate
should have it.. everybody
because when you tolerate..
things go better..

humanity ..
some leader just wanna make profit of their position


ahhh... apa sa mengarut d atas tu ..? ?
hahahaah

Sunday, January 16, 2011

sometime when you believe..

hahaha..
thank God for His gift today..
special gifts...

I mean REALLY SPECIAL
after 2 week having
my right ear malfunction..
suddenly today at St Paul Balung
.....

my right ear suddenly
hearing well ..
thanks to God once more again..

just this morning..
i've heard some homily from
msgr Nicholas Ong
he said that..
"to get into the God kingdom..
be a child..
be a child that rely only to his FATHER...."
then before i went
receive the body of Christ..
i pray and ask
that my ear my b well soon..

Then..
later at the evening
at St Paul..
the EMC is giving his homily
..
when he said...
"it is all about salvation"..
some of you may not believe..
but this is what i am believing to .. :)
so all of sudden. ..
...
a loud high frequency sound
strike my ear..
and i almost can't hear a thing...
but slowly after that ..
my ear started to hear things..
better then before..

is my pray answered..??
or just a coincidence..??
for me.. a child has given
the things he want from his FATHER..
think.... what do you believe

so let thank the God. .
for i am deaf before..
but now i can hear again
(although my right ear just functioning bout 95%)
:)
i love today ..
.......
..........


for my FRIENDS...
appreciate your life..
let bygone be bygone..
today is the day to rejoice..
and
....
start over a new life..
because..
I AM SAVED BY GRACE. :)

Friday, January 14, 2011

i think i think... kau la paling

hahhhaahhhaa teda2 bah ni post sa ni
sa keburingan jak . ..
mari baca..
eh salah mari jawap..
hahhahah

kalau ikan jadi ayam..
kambing jadi ayam ..
itik jadi ayam.. .
yang hewan itu pun jadi ayam..
ayam jadi apa..??? hahaha
jawap jan nda jawap ..


ada lagi 1..
kalau ada kapal terbang jatuh
trus ada jet pejuang kena ...
di mana bangkok??
jawap...


ada lagi..
ada 1 raja muda..
ada 1 menteri tua yang bijak

raja ada monyet yang bijak ..
menteri tua ada anjing yang bijak

raja tanya si tua..
haiwan apa yang pandai cakap kenapa pula..???

lalu setelah anjing si menteri tua dan menteri tua memberi
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANYAK jawapan ...
tetap juga salah ..

lalu raja pun cakap .. babi la jawapannya..
menteri itu pun tanya..
kamu yg baca pun tanya soalan yang sama ma tu menteri kan ..
eeeee jan tipu .. sa tau tu ...
sebab tu menteri ma kau yang cakap
"kenapa pula?" kan ..
jan malu bah ..
kau kan memang ... .. B***
hahhaha jangan marah .. cuma bergurau :P

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

do you hear me..???

yeah ..
thats the title..
do you hear me.. ??
because i can't hear you ..

yup.. my right ear ..
is malfunctioning actually .
i can barely hear things now..

i depend only to my left ear..
it feel different ..
i can't talk to many people at once..
i can't talk a serious matter to anybody
because i may not hear the fact given..
i'm depressed. ...

with no one to talk with ..
i mean .. . is there somebody out there..
that will be there for me ..
many people had say like that before..

but they are all far..
maybe the time had make their memory fade..
but it is alright ..
i have my follower to tell .. :)

i hope this is not permenant .. :)

Thursday, January 6, 2011

< sing along >

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fear
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

video