Being able to peek the future, I never got too surprised. Though I see it coming, I still bring the ring. Then it comes, just like what I had see coming, as what have been told in my dreams. But I couldn't evad, I couldn't change it.
Tears coming down, its not just because you're leaving, but partly because there's nothing I can do to avoid it. Then I almost died when I walked away from you. The memories play like a movie, those conversations linger in my ears.
The ring that I bring, I had it locked away. so it can be a reminder for those time when I should do something but I postponed it. For those time where I should be brave and strong. But it was too late to do anything.
I may peek the future, still, I couldn't give it to you. So farewell ring, I will throw you to the deepest sea in the darkest black.
I will just talk, Right or Wrong you decide
Tuesday, February 12, 2019
Boring Short Story
Later that evening, my hand shakes a lot. its not hunger, it's because there's hollow in my heart. Empiness like never before. Hollow, that believing could never cure, hollow that time will never heal and hollow that makes love will never be the same again.
For now, I've lost my faith.
Help me God, for who I am. I was so brittle and still I am. I've strayed so far that I couldn't get home. I was searching for something, to fill the hollow insides of me.
It started with my heart, it was silence and nothing, then my mind. It was so painful and dark where I couldn't feel or think anymore. A living corpse, straying on the earth for nothing.
I hope time do heal, I hope flowers will bring smiles, I hope God will make me see what should I see, my lips will say I believe though my heart couldn't say a word.
I hope ... my hope.... has fades away with the wind with the rain.
God forgive me
For now, I've lost my faith.
Help me God, for who I am. I was so brittle and still I am. I've strayed so far that I couldn't get home. I was searching for something, to fill the hollow insides of me.
It started with my heart, it was silence and nothing, then my mind. It was so painful and dark where I couldn't feel or think anymore. A living corpse, straying on the earth for nothing.
I hope time do heal, I hope flowers will bring smiles, I hope God will make me see what should I see, my lips will say I believe though my heart couldn't say a word.
I hope ... my hope.... has fades away with the wind with the rain.
God forgive me
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