I have a lion's heart,
growing and never fade

growing and never fade

I see you the one need the dove spirit

you the one need the dove spirit,

use It whole and never let it go again..

Time is like a river,

sometimes run slow

sometimes run fast,

like the leaves fall during springs,

never attached to the tree again,

but time past,

something grows,

grow for the new,

grow for the good.

I give you my heart, It always yours,

Smile and I will smile from afar,

Cry and I will cry in an empty room,

* Good Morning *
:D

sa rindu kau ... :|

sa rindu sudah betul...

mood : sedih+langadon

it just pic..

let the image tell u stories... :)

hehhehe no edit .. :)

na.....

takkan sa mo update yg satu saja kan..

ni pun sa mo update juga bah .. :)

mari, hri ni ...

pasaaaaallll....

apa itu penerimaan ...?

apa yang terjadi dalam hidup ini ..
terimalah..

walaupun apa yang diberikannya...
tetapi ingat .. BERUSAHALAH

agar jangan sampai kita tertinggal..

saya mungkin tidak tau apa yang sa mau cakap ni ....

tapi inilah yang sa tau ...

" saya tunggu juga sampai Tuhan yang kasi tentu"

sebab kasih setiaKu sampai selama-lamanya bilang Dia..

sa tau Tuhan bagi kita yang terbaik ..
I lose somebody in my life because of something

i meet new people because of something ..

all I do, all I experienced because of something...

:) learn to accept :)

$%^&*() think again

kalau kamu rasa kamu besar dan hebat..

kamu paling BODOH dan PALUI

bila kamu rasa semua itu senang..
kamu akan terkejar-kejar macam ANJING

bila kamu rasa yang lain tu macam tidak berguna...
sebenarnya kamu hanya MONYET yang aktif bergayut

bila kamu baca ni post dan terasa...
sorilah ... bukan untuk kamu.. tapi untuk orang yang gaya da macam tu.....



mood: marah

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S>Sia sunyi... dulu ada yang janji ... bila sa sakit/ susah/ dorng mo ada d sebelah sa.. tapi sikarang....
B>em.. sibuk bah kali durang tu...

S> tapi takkan la dorang langsung teda masa untuk saya..??
B> sa kan ada... ctau jak smua crita kau .. .
S> sa...... tu la tu sa sedih...
B> ah.. takkan ko sedih2 pasal itu jak ... nanti la kita p bajalan.. hehe
S> hahahaha.. tengkiu ah kau .. senang sudah hati sa...
B> ok bah ...
S> bah bye.. :D

B> bye...
S> hehe (hilang sudah masalah sa... :D)

B> heee (eh, sa satu urang jak lagi ni pula.. sama sepaaa la sa mo ctau masalah sa ni .??)

B> teda sapa2 pula mo dengar sa ni ...
bah , nda apa la... :|....

:: For a friend like you ::

There is a story, its from my words, but it is real, fake but it is true..
This is a letter to a friend....

" Friend, i wrote this from my deepest though. I know people must say that I am only playing around just like before. But, take this, I am serious while I'm playing around. In that my playful time, I am reading you, manipulating myself, so that you will look me as no harm. And I'm very glad to see you happy, deep in my though, glad to see you smile.

Friend, the oldies day that we've been through, I glad I can walk beside you or in the real terms, I am glad because you are willing to go just beside me. Your smile is my addiction. You glance always make me smile. Being alone, makes me feels empty. That's why I always play with you. I play because I wanted to see you smile.

Friend, sorry because some I'm acting over the limit. Sorry for making you feel bad. Make you angry. But take my words. I doesn't mean it. I just wanna make you happy but maybe i do it in the wrong way. Have faith in me my friend, I never wanna make you down.

Friend, I need you in my life. Because without you, my life would be an empty space. I mean it, REALLY EMPTY. A heart without vessels, the sky without air. A total white screen. I need you to hold my hand, make me smile..... and a reason to live.
There is another story for you my friend, the other day, when you cried, i tried to make myself foolish, making some foolish funny.. so that you can smile and have guts to continue living. If you smile, I will be going back happily, but if you never smile, then my life would be suck. Doomed.
There were sometimes, you see me laugh and laugh and laugh. It doesn't mean I am happy actually. I always afraid to lose you. And there is sometime, you see me happy though actually I'm in a great problem or in a great sadness. I always smile because, I hope people seeing my smile will smile and spread my smile to the whole world. So that men would be happy.

Friend, I'm afraid to lose you, because I need you, because you are my reason to live.."

sincerely

Nicholas

:::::: before MEMORIES after ::::::

"Long time ago until now

I always...
wanna take care of you

but I never tell

because I know
I am nobody

to live with you
is what I am dreaming
to satisfy you is my priority
but sorry

I am just a box of sand and you..
are the sun
you ray satisfy me a lot"

XD hahahaha
found it on someone blog
for my friends...
I miss you all..
I do care about all of you,
it just i can't contact you..
make jokes with you ..
be blessed
God be with you all :D

its a long..
long time i had not write anything

actually..

this entry this time for a few people

for some reason

for a few reason

first,

about love...

its worth all
or nothing

love may be good or bad..

letting go...

sometimes worth better

note that

your love worthy

when the other give their love in return..

second,

yes,
love is quite playful
yet it quite bitterfull too..

trusting somebody with your love

may be a gamble..

they could hold your love forever

or throw it away when they feel it burden them

some say trust is the key

and it is right,
but there are many more key actually..
but trust in God..

you'll find yours

someday soon, eventually..
:D

third,

open your eyes wide

increase your ears range of hearing
look what people are doing
listen what are they saying..

look and hear what you are in them..

you are something..

someone...

precious in their heart..

don't ever end up

disbelieving you are unworthy in people eyes..
because in front of me..

you are something..
precious and worthy ..
and in front of God too..

and fourth,

read this story,

if a baby girl born by her mother

named after her father's name

raise up by her parents..

when she grows up,

she meet a guy,

and she loves him..

then she leaves his parents..

forever...

but she still lives in the world...

believing all her soul in the guy....

the world still..

make them grow old and dies...

in the end is she belongs to his father or the guy...??
and don't b a fool to say that she is belong to the guy..

she always belongs to her father although she left him for so long..

because his Father never leaves her...
:D

fifth..
end of entry .. :D

~~ Please ~~

ishk3x..

na...

durang mo balik sudah semua...

T.T

sa nangis la ni ..

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