Exhausted to the max

Right now 

I suddenly woke up yet still sleepy 

after an hour nap, I cannot go to sleep again

maybe the body is just too exhausted

well sometimes it happen to me, feeling exhausted but can't take some rest

this week is so exhausting, not to tell it loud but just to share

the body had been working from sunrise to sunset and it goes on in the night

such a long preparation for such a short time event 

the big event has finally finish 

but still, tomorrow will be another event, morning and night, 

and in Saturday, there will be two event and I had to lose one because it clash..

anyway another job come to me just a few hour and it will be a hard one

it seems writing can make me sleepy again, 

and the thunder is striking, maybe it will rain tonight

hope so, 

as for life these, I feel wonderful and meaningful 

as the hole is now filled ..

I hope I'll dream a good one... night :)

|Those Scraggy Hand|

And this is the real life situation I'll wanted to write for quite sometimes

Her skinny body and dark skin

maybe is it because of her gene 

Is not about the weather or whatever 

It just she is born dark

But skinny is not really in her gene

she had live in harsh and hard life

losing love of mother in early age, 

taking care of her newborn brother

and maybe back in her house, 

she had to takeover the housework too

Bill Gates once said, 

"If you're born poor, it's not your mistake, but, if you die poor, it's your mistake"

in certain condition, 

this is really true, but now, this girl, 

she doesn't even know,

or honestly she doesn't know it yet

how strong she is to carry such loads

Born in poor family doesn't mean you can't be rich 

but poverty itself, always tie all the poor to its root

and the richness always shed their face, not to help the poor

If and only if 

I have more in this life, 

I'll give the more to those who need

because seeing them life in such life making me wanted to cry

and choked me deep inside

but if you don't move up, who will help them

if you don't be rich who will even look at them

"That skinny little lady, had choked me to tears, but this tears don't even worthy of her burden, there's nothing I can do, but to wipe it away and live this life better, so soon when I'm successful I'l be able to help one"

~~ She Doesn't Know It ~~

I always wanted to lingers beside her

Her lips, her cheek,

Make me wonders every time

What complexion is this,

make me forgot how to forgot

and remembering what not to

Sharing some likes and time,

walks we went through,

talks we enjoyed

moments we shared

The moment I'm without you

is the moment I need you

Now this time, 

Would you be,

will you be, beside me, 

all the time?

Because all I'm thinking of is you

Some poem during my secondary school that somehow I jotted it down :)