100th post

Yup

will be away for some...
retreat.. means.. no internet...

no hp...

and all the IT related thing..
(maybe ==")

ho3..
nothing special about my 100 th entry actually,

just some ...
confession..??
mourn..??

naa...
its not that,

actually before I go,

I always want to tell you this..

Am very sorry,

for being

rude

childish

annoying

just to tell you..

actually..

its not who am I

It just me..

feels the

sadness,

emptiness,

loneliness,

Its been a while..

We never bubble anymore

Its always bothered me...

a lot...

Because It is me.. alone

That can't do that thing..

while the others..

the can do it freely ..

I gathered strength

quite sometimes

just to write this entry

you know....

I AM VERY SORRY

and i wanted to said it
from the very beginning..