Life recently

First of all the only thing I could say

I'm sorry if any of my act and my words

hurt you.

Its never been in my though

to make you hurt or sad or anything bad

Losing my friend, my companion

or anybody is my greatest fear

because you'll never know how to live alone,

emptiness, loneliness

its hurt more than a deep cut on your hand

Let me say this, 

let me say hello to you in smiles

just like day before

and make your laugh,

the greatest song in my ear

There something you couldn't understand

that all this time, I'm just looking for someone,

to hear me and make me feel better

and I've found them, and you is one of "them"

forgive me