another farewell lots of tears

There's a lot happened since my last entry

And I really mean it, 

but I myself forgotten it already
but some are not mean to be forgotten

I don't really know how to pour it in here

but just let it start like this

I was young and very shy

it just my smile that make them smile back

because it is the least I can do

Having myself with my classmate was good

but they came like light in my life

Friend that always cheer me up

To talk with them and laugh with them,

and share some secret with them

My life seems so good 

but I know the day will came up

where tears come flowing from the eye 

and sound of crying could be heard from every corner

the day when some of them go and just few of them stay

The day when smiles should be on lips

but tears came and wash it

but don't worry 

it just you can't see them as usual

but still they are your very best friend

the sadness in your had flow away from you

flow with the tears like a thousand river

but when the rain is gone you'll see smiles 

and happiness because 

"You are God's most precious gift for me"

it's not coincidence and mistakes

it's God plans for me and you 

so that you and I 

will have a great life

Long is it..?
anyway 

here's another one

It was a dark night

really dark and full of despair

and suddenly a voice call me out and walk to the light

and you came into my life and enlighten it

I never realize how happy you made me...

and now, I do

sorry if those two writing means nothing to you,

it just something that need to be read at least twice 

and those who know me to be understood 

anyway good morning :)