I don't found you, You the one find me

God have make a beautiful story for everybody

but let just zoom in the scope.. 

Lets zoom in throughout myself.

I think it is better like that, not to say about others,

who'll know maybe it hurt that particular person even if you 

did not purposely cut his or her feeling ^^

Lets start as I have only a short time to type this post

as I will go camping for a week

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Life i live is complicated

there is no fix point.

life always go up and down as the ship in the sea

went by the wave

I've found a few particular friend that I can talk with

to laugh with, to make some crazy stuff and of course share my problems

their presence is the true gift from God after family

like this post's title, 

I may have found them in the very strange way,

but actually it is them that find me

In my bad

they always find me, cheering me up, listening to my nonsense talk

through my bad habits, they have come over all that, 

they have accepted me for who I am 

and at the most of the time, they comes at the right time and the right place 

so that I will never give up hope.

In the middle of my problems, 

I've found them, finding me in the darkness, 

as God have said,

"love others as you love yourself" 

that bring deep meaning

If you think and pray and ask for the real meaning, 

you will amazed because God is in everyone of us

be good to others mean to be good with God

To all of my friend: 

thank you for you have find me and stand with me.

To find a friend like you is impossible, but to found YOU is a miracle ^^

p/s : Going to SYD 3

Walking in the same shoe

Does anyone know that people have different type of foot.

Its not the size that we are wearing.

If calculated in cm or mm, different people have the different number
and for sure they will have the different shape and size

To get exactly the same foot
is likely searching a needle in a haystack and half a miracle 

when you have found a pair of people with  the same foot size and shape

Imagine...

it is already hard to find somebody 

with the same size and shape of foot for both of their left and right feet
Then finding the perfect match will be almost impossible

Then a story,
A friend brake up with her boyfriend
Then she fall into mourning and crying phase of the separation
A good friend of her come immediately after knowing the news
trying to calm her down, the good friend said that
there are more reason to laugh than to mourn

But, mourning people don't listen to anything
losing the sense of judging, listening and decision making ability
making them impossible to be calmed with words.

The girl making a loud sound saying that
the friend didn't know how she feels,
"Try to walk in my shoes and walk in the path I went through" said the girl.
The friend said sorry for not making the girl happy but making her more sad.
Sadly leaving the angry girl, the friend slowly close the door and walked away.

Two days later when the girl have finally grab a grip,
she called the friend and say sorry for being rude and selfish
As she called her friend,
the friend's mother saying "hello" is heard on the other end
Hoping to heard her friend's voice, the girl asked the mother if her friend is around

Instead of calling her friend down, the mother broke a tear and said that
her son is at the funeral of his fiance
His fiance died on a car accident three days ago.
Electric shock increase the girl's pulse.
Leaving home by a cab, the girl remembered that her friend was always there
in her sad, in her happy time and in many more since they were kids.

In the her friend house, the friend is still at the graveyard,
maybe the ceremony is still going on.
The mother started telling a story.
"My son was very sad when his fiance died
At home he just cry and cry,
but when he heard you brake up, he started calming down
When he regain his spirit, he smile a little bit and said " there is someone I need to entertain"
and walked away to your house.

The girl then realize that
her friend has a burden that cannot be compared to her's.
The phrase
" Try to walk in my shoes and walk in the path I went through "
is more likely to be addressed to herself


We all walk in the different path and different route.
Choices we made are and life we lived
make it almost impossible for any of us to have same "shoe"
there is once in the blue moon,
where there are two people with the same "shoe" meet


A message for everybody
" Friend, we have different life and obstacles and of course talents
don't ever think to look your problem as the biggest and other is just a small one,
because you don't see her true form of problems. 
Appreciate life to the fullest and thank God  for everything happened" 


God bless you
Happy Sunday ^^

something for your race

thinking of something

some kind of new blog.

after the picture blog,

am thinking to create a new one

It will goes on the mother tongue of me 

a kind of blog

a kind of reference for the youngster 

wait for it..

I will definitely do something useful ..

(maybe)

hahahahaha 

Thanks for reading 

Passion

I love my camera... from my childhood I AM holding a camera and a lots after it. Some or almost all of it broke down because of curiosity, if Time is considered as a factor in becoming a nice photographer I surely win. But that not it, curiosity and exploration is the best. Books just show examples, the are no rules to be obey in photography, while speed light is an aid. 

Normal lens is just for an ordinary?
NO...!!!!
Any lens can make many picture!
a wide can make a portrait 

a zoom can make a landscape

A wide is not just for landscape

and a zoom is not just for zooming BIRDS

When you see some Pro

they don't always teach.

they look on other's picture and amaze.

They don't comment

they just seldomly giving opinion.

Why?

because everybody have their own arts

Others may give opinion

but nobody is too great in judging 

because nobody is perfect.

this may be the first camera that I hold

Years later I remember holding this

And this is what I have by my own now

So long 

Reversing in time ^^

Bonsoir

comment ca va?

^^ its in french 

saying good evening and

how are you?

recently i have found a few picture of mine in the old albums

My oldest picture(maybe) about 3 years old

4 years old

around 5 or 6 years old with my sister child's

With my older sister and brother and my nephews

There is many story during my childhood actually. But during that time, cameras are rarely capturing me. It is because I don't really like to be captured in moment. It is amazing to find my picture during primary because as long as I remembered, I Never had my picture captured. Maybe the candid one or in time I did not remember.

Looking back through the early years, curiosity is burning inside of me. Always "discovering" the cameras, calculators and many more that belong to my siblings. And it always end up broken. Always fixing something broken but then that time, I always did not manage to fix it.

Anyway, my childhood is amazing for me as now I recall many things that the ordinary children now are not doing anymore. my memories with my nephews, cousins and friends end up making me want to laugh again. And back then I was a small boy, I mean small. As for now, I may be 8-10 times bigger than that time. Again I repeat.. BIGGER.. ^^

By the way, the holiday is ending and many things had to be done and to prepare mentally and physically for another semester. I believe this will be a though and challenging semester to be face on. The update ends here^^ thank you for reading ^^

Hahahha

suatu ketika dahulu .. masa sign2 mppb..
hahaha

Shooting A Target

nah .. i know a few language and i am confused to use which one

(in Bahasa)

"Kalau hari ini kita berhenti kita tidak tau apa yang ada di hari esok :)"

(in English)
" Empty heart is not good. God itself have said that WE must Love each other... fill your heart with love, not anger or revenge"

(in French [no google translate])

"avec moi ou non, tu es encore un ami de moi :)"

(in Dusun)
"sorou-sorohonku iya, id nunu nopo manganku, giak id ginawoku di oruol pinalabusku miampai do tirak,

siou dia tu amu oku insan mumbal minoposunud dia"

(in Northwest Bajau)

"amun uun jomo basanang-sanang, ngia pan kito terati atai jomo e"

Anyway.. life is full of challenges... you may face them and know something new or run and leave something 

spectaculaire beyond the challenges.

Be strong, and move on.

Dedicated to Myself and to others..

Enough already

Enough already

You need to stop that 

:) (motivating myself) 

Then I Realize

Then I realize..

" I am too late again "

nevermind ..
Soon I believe I'll get one
:)

I have something to talk

A man can't take what belong to other..

*the rule of the world ^^