Monday, December 20, 2010

26 Pemain Bola

ada 26 pesakit mental bakal disahkan
sembuh dari kegilaan mereka
oleh itu, mereka akan menghadapi pemeriksaan di
Amerika

lalu mereka pergilah ke Amerika dengan
menaiki kapal terbang
saat sedang terbang,
pilot berkata kepada ko-pilotnya
"cuba tengok apa yang bising betul di belakang ni?"

lalu ko-pilot itu pergi ke belakang
ternyata mereka (orang yang bakal disahkan waras)
sedang bermain bola sepak
lalu mereka diam selepas dimarahi oleh ko-pilot

"selepas beberapa lama,
pilot tersebut berasa hairan kerana
"mereka" itu terlalu diam"

lalu dengan penuh perasaan ingin tahu,
pilot itu sendiri pergi ke belakang
ternyata hanya 4 orang yang masih berada di belakang

lalu, pilot tersebut berkata
"dimana yang lain?"

lalu seorang daripada 'mereka" berkata
" kerana tidak boleh bermain
bola di dalam kapal,
mereka sedang bermain di luar"

dengan mulut terlopong pilot bertanya
"lalu mengapa kamu masih di sini?"

"kami ini pemain simpanan"

Sunday, December 19, 2010

humor 4 today (anak n bapa sama saja)

pada suatu hari..
seorang anak kecil
telah tertangkap ketika sedang mencuri mangga
di dusun Pak Meon

Pak Meon lalu berteriak kepada anak kecil itu

" Hoi...!!!!!!!!! Dasar pencuri!!!!!!!! Turun...
saya mau lapor sama bapak kamu...!!!!!"

Tetapi anak kecik itu tidak segera turun ...
Malahan dia juga berteriak sambil menegadah ke atas..

" Bapak ... turun cepat ..
Pak Meon mau lapor sama bapak
saya sudah kena tangkap pak .. "

Rupanya.. bapaknya juga ada di atas.. :P

Friday, December 10, 2010


yeah .. baking life.. hahahha
siapa tau ni game
boleh buat kita dapat sesuatu
bila kita renung betul2

cuba kita tengok
apa yang setiap watak
bagi ma kita,....

pelanggan> orang yang ada di sekeliling kita..
kadang2 kita buat dorang gembira.. kadang2 tidak

cashier and the gang : kawan
siapa sangka kalau dalam hidup yang sebenar...
dorang tu kawan..
yang bekerja dengan kita tanpa mengharapkan apa2 bayaran..
yang tolong kita sewaktu kita dalam kesusahan.. yang tidak meninggalkan kita..

kek yang sedang dimasak> usaha kita
usaha kita untuk mendapatkan sesuatu..
kita mesti sabar kalau kita mau apa yang kita inginkan ..
mesti berusaha..
upgrade bermaksud.. tambah lagi usaha..
supaya kita akan dapat apa yang kita mahukan dalam masa yang lebih cepat

kek yang sedang dijual>
apa yang kita buat@usahakan akan memberikan hasil
apa yang kita buat pasti ada kesan pada diri kita..
peka juga penting.. sebab jika kita sudah dapat sesuatu..
tapi kalau lambat bertindak..
kek itu akan hangus... usaha jadi siasia..

seluruh kedai... >
jika kita rejin.. kita dapat duit..
boleh buat tu bakery@kedai jadi sangat cantik ..
bila kita berusaha ...
kita akan dapat hidup yang indah ..

jadi kesimpulannya... berusaha la...
mainlah bakinglife...
tolonglah saya.. hehhehe

Monday, December 6, 2010

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,,,,,....

RULES: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. Tagged means “I’m interested in knowing what are your 100 truths” or it was random LOL. (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

***this was from my facebook, since i was tagged by daydenn. but i would like to change the rule since i cant tag one of you. and i reckon my reader (ALL MY READER WHO READ THIS) to copy paste and change to your answer and comment on this post that you have done this and put the link as well^^

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: er... lemonade..?

2. Last phone call: just a few hour ago 2209

3. Last text message: minutes ago

4. Last song you listened to: isai koupusan nu(a kadazan song)

5. Last time you cried: jun.?? i guess

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: don't know

7. Been cheated on: forgot already... about pluto i guess.. long.. loooong time ago

8. Kissed someone & regretted: no..

9. Lost someone special: yup..

10. Been depressed: a few times..

11. Been drunk and threw up: just once

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12: blue

13: red

14: black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend: yes..

16. Fallen out of love: yup

17. Laughed until you cried: no..

18. Met someone who changed you: yes..

19. Found out who your true friends were: yes..

20. Found out someone was talking about you: no..

21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: no

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 9/10 of them

24. Do you have any pets: 2 dogs.. 1 cat.. 7 newborn puppy

25. Do you want to change your name: what..??

26. What did you do for your last birthday? er.. its nothing.. hahahaha thanking 4 those that wish me..

27. What time did you wake up today: 7.05..

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleep...

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: meet mes amis

30. Last time you saw your Mother: few hour ago..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: yeah.. make me rich instantly...wakakaka

32. What are you listening to right now: the birds...

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no...

34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now:

36. Whats your real name: Nicholas Amid

38. Birth month: may

39. Zodiac sign: taurus

40. Male or female: male

41. Primary School: sk pekan tenghilan

42. kindergarten: never..

43. High school/college: SMESH/ ip tawau

44. Write whatever you want here: lol...

45. Long or short hair? very short

46. Height: 155

47. Do you have a crush on someone: er... i dont know...

48. What do you like about yourself: i have a long long patient..

49. Piercings: what that.. /?? hehe no

50. Tattoos: no.

51. Righty or lefty: once left but now... right... :)

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: at 8 years old...

53. First piercing: nope.. not yet

54. First best friend: many of them..

55. First sport you joined: guess what.. football

56. First vacation: ow.. whats that ..?? never..

58. First pair of trainers: what that..? i don't know

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: nope.. but soon yes..

60. Drinking: nope..

61. I’m about to: nothing.. :)

62. Listening to: nothing..

63. Waiting for: no one..

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids: lol..

65. Get married: maybe.. maybe not

66. Career: teacher..?? T.T

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: lips

68. Hugs or kisses: can i choose both..?? hehe

69. Shorter or taller: don't care

70. Older or Younger: don't care..

71. Romantic or spontaneous: whatever la....... hahah spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: can i choose legs instead of these 2,..?? haha

73. Sensitive or loud: any other option..??

74. Hook-up or relationship: whats that..?? boths seems just nice to me..

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: no..

77. Drank hard liquor: yup..

78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope..

79. Sex on first date: nope

80. Broken someone’s heart: maybe.. yes..

82. Been arrested: 4 what..?? by who..?

83. Turned someone down: yes

84. Cried when someone died: nope..

85. Fallen for a friend: yea.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: YES why not..

87. Miracles: sometimes..

88. Love at first sight: no...

90. Santa Claus: am i..?

91. Kiss on the first date: not sure..

92. Angels: yes..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no

95. Did you sing today: no

96. Ever cheated on somebody: yes..

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: i'm not intrested to do that..

98. The moment you would choose to re-live: can it ever happend..?

99. Are you afraid of falling in love: nope...

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: no... why ??? are you..??


my nieces..

hehehe
i am going to show my nieces..
it is great to have them in my post

because i do love them so much



my 13 years old niece..




with her 15 years old sis



its nino.. and he is 6



2 of them..



this is them the 17, 15 and 13


the other 1 is the 8 years old naughty boy



both of the siblings


acting time..


they are using ma laptop to take pics
and they are all sweet.. :)

in this pics is just a few of my niece..
my 2nd to 5th sis' children
and my 1st and 2nd late brother's

i hope that i could post all of them someday ..
ok.. time to stop .. :)
thanks for viewing..@@,

Cry On My Shoulder

Saturday, December 4, 2010

how to love....

hahha
this time i like to say about that..
(the title)
i would like to say
there are so many ways to love

to love is to make someone happy
to love someone with all your heart
to love is to know
to love is to care

when you are dreaming bout someone every night..
when you can resist to miss someone every moment
that is love.. someone to make you feel complete..

hehe
actually i'm wanna post just this..
you can search thousand ..
million actually
but true friend will always remember you
and yeah.. i always remember you all..
and i miss you too... . ;)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

...:: yeah.. this is life::...

apa mo cakap...
lepas beberapa hari sa cuti ni
banyak betul yang sa dengar

banyak yang sakit..
tapi tidak mau cakap..
bukan sa mau tulis pasal ini ni mula2..
sorry sapa yang terasa ah . .
nda bmaksud mau cakap pasal kamu ..
tapi tlampau banyak sa dengar..

begini la keadaan da..
sakit . .
tapi nda mau kasi susah orang lain
trus nda juga mau bagitau orang len .
bukan setakat 1 atau 2..
tapi memang sangat banyak yang sa dengar..
sa tau dorang tidak mo orang len susah hati
dorang nda mau orang risau..
sangat baik sebenarnya
sangat baik..

ok... next..
tadi sa tetengok movie
nda tau la apa da punya tajuk tu ..
tapi yang penting sa suka apa tu movie mo bagitau
pasal krismas
yeah its Christmas
tapi bukan itu fokus da yang sebenar..
tapi pasal keluarga..
apa hadiah yang paling indah ..
jawapan yang da bagi
bagi saya..
hadiah yang paling indah ialah ..
FAMILY
yeah ..
the best thing is not the present
but the family gathered together.
to be with someone we love
to appreciate them..
because there are no one live forever.
yeah. .thats the message..

ok... need to go .. bye.. :)

Monday, November 15, 2010

faith love hope

ini la cerita yang sa mau post

mungkin ada sudah yang pernah dengar ni cerita ni..

di suatu tempat..
di dalam satu tempat yang ajaib .
ada tiga batang lilin yang perlu sentiasa
MENYALA
supaya bila lilin itu menyala..
nama lilin yang menyala itu akan tetap
wujud di dalam dunia

IMAN, CINTA DAN HARAPAN
itulah nama lilin tersebut
dan ada seorang penjaga
suatu hari penjaga tu sakit
lalu ada seorang anak kecil
dia diarahkan untuk jaga lilin itu
daripada terpadam..

bila budak dkecil menjaga..
bertiuplah angin dari selatan
lalu dia menghalang angin itu dengan badannya..
lalu ada lagi angin dari barat...
dia berpindah lagi
tiba2 angin bertiup dari semua arah
IMAN terpadam..

budak itu pun jadi risau
tiba2 datang lagi angin yang sama..
CINTA pun terpadam..
dia menjadi semakin takut
sebab dia tau bila lilin tu sudah terpadam..
di bumi pasti tidak ada lagi
IMAN dan CINTA

dia pun menangis..
memanggil manggil sang penjaga
lalu datang penjaga lilin itu
dia berkata...
jangan bersedih anak muda
jangan pernah putus harapan
sebab bila HARAPAN ada di hatimu,
pasti IMAN dan CINTA akan menyala
tiba-tiba IMAN dan CINTA menyala semula..
budak itu pun jadi gembira..:)

hah.. itulah ceritanya
apa yang saya dapat ..
mungkin ini ada sikit religion view ..
iman dan cinta boleh datang dan pergi
tanpa kita relakan

angin tu ibarat pencobaan..
masalah dalam hidup kita..
tapi kita mesti berusaha mempertahankan apa yang kita ada..
tapi mungkin kita tidak selalunya mampu untuk mempertahankan semua itu..
tapi jangan bimbang ..
macam Tuhan cakap . .
mintalah maka akan diberi..
bila kita ada harapan ma Tuhan..
kita akan dapat apa yang kita minta

Penjaga tu sebenarnya bagi saya YESUS
sebab bila dia tiada di dalam hati kita
masalah akan meniup lilin di tempat yang ajaib itu..
atau lagi tepat di dalam HATI kita
jadi bila tinggal harapan saja yang ada..
panggillah Dia ke hati maka Dia pasti datang ..:)

enough 4 now..:)
nah ..
apa sudah sa mau cakap tu ah....
hahahaa
bi hari la....
ada juga yang sependapat ma sa..

MEMANG MULUT ORANG TIDAK BOLEH KENA TUTUP

bukan juga salah bah tu sebenarnya. .
tapi kadang2..
yang orang langsung tidak bersalah pun teraniaya..
sangat kejam ..
lagi kejam dari kena bunuh ..
sebab kalau kena bunuh..
memang mati terus..
kalau kena cakap2 blakang trus hidup menderita la juga..

tapi sa rasa bukan e2 sa mo cakap tadi
hahahahhahaa
apa sa mo cakap tu ah .. hehehe
oo .. ada plak sa mo kasi share .. lagu yang
hampir buat sa menangis..
tapi versi yang lain g la..


lebih kurang gini la tu lagu yang duuuuuuuulu..
apa bah sa mau post tadi tu ah ..

hahha
sa tau sudah ..
gini la ceritanya. .
cuti mau dekat sudah
trus 2 hati saya..
berat hati sa mau kasi tinggal ni IP
bukan apa ..
banyak kawan sa sini
tapi d kg pun ....
ada juga kawan sa yang lama da sa nda jumpa..
jadi agak bingung juga la..

tapi nda apa la.. yang d ip ..
taun depan jumpa lagi ..
pasti sa rindu kamurang semua..
hahhaha
bah .. nanti la sa post g 1... yang sebenarnya
sa mo post hahhahahah

Saturday, November 13, 2010

what do you D.O.B says..

You Are a Chief

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.
You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.
Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.
You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.

Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years

Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities

Your power color: Crimson red

Your power symbol: Snowflake

Your power month: September

Can I Cry ... ?

bulikah tu ..??
macam pernahlah sudah ..
bila sa tlampau stress jak la..
tapi sa nangis pun bukan sebab sa sedih ..
tapi sa kecewa... sa tertekan ..

ada 1 kali jak la sa sedih ..
kekecualian time sa budak-budak
time sa mo minta beli layang-layang
hahahahhahahah

1 kali yang sa nangis sebab sa sedih tu..
time abg sa pg jauh dari kami ..
maksud sa tlampau jauh
time sa tau tu berita..
sa nda dapat menangis

apa yang saya buat...?
sa p masak air..
kasi sedia barang barang yang perlu
langsung teda perasaan
sbb kalo semua org nangis siapa la yang mau buat kerja..
kan ..?

nasip jak la ada auntie2 saya..
cousin2 saya..
anak buah anak buah saya..
saudara-saudara..
jiran-jiran..
laju dorang datang p tolong..

trus sa bsyukur sebab
di kampung sa masi juga ada sikap tolong menolong..:)
trus time kami bkumpul ..
dorang cakap ada mass untuk sa punya abg ..
patutnya, abg sa yang slalu men gitar yang main
tapi da suruh sa sbb da cakap da tlampau sedih ..
ya.. memang da sedih..

bila masa sa main tu.. ok jak la...
sampai la ada satu lagu ..
ma ada 1 lagi la..
lagu "amazing grace"
before tu ada 1 lagu lagi ..
lagu "tubuh dan darah" kali tu
ntah la .. sa lupa tajuk dia..
yang penting lirik da ada yg..

tubuhmu .....................
..............................
tubuhmu slamatkanku
sbagai .................

eh sa ingat da..
tajuk da seputih salju kali tu..

lepas lagu ni sa ok lagi ..
p sampai amazing grace tu.. sa nda tahan g ..
sa bagi jak tu gitar ma abg sa yang 1
trus sa keluar p tandas..
sa tidak dapat kawal pun airmata sa keluar...
laju..
macam sungai ... lama la juga..
baru sa masuk balik p dalam tu chapel
..

tu time latihan ....
time yang mass sebenar
sa ada juga nangis time tu lagu..
tapi sa tunduk jak ..
jadi tu air mata pun mengalir jak ..
mungkin da mo membalas sbb
time sa d rumah langsung sa nda menangis..

apa yang saya cuba sampaikan sebenarnya..??
sa mo share ma pembaca jak sebenarnya..
sayangilah family kamu ..
sebab Tuhan memang datang macam pencuri
padahal yang petang tu,
abang saya ada lagi p rumah macam biasa..

apa lagi sa mo kongsi...
JANGAN SOMBONG..
sebab bila kau sombong.. ramai yang nda suka
jadi bila ko dalam masalah ..
sikit jak yang p tolong kau
nasip sa punya family tu tidaklah juga sombong

apa lagi mo cakap ah...
cubalah jadi lain bila semua org dalam keadaan yang sama..
kalau semua sedih takkan ko mo sedih nangi2 kan..??
sapa mo buat kerja??

apa lagi ah ..
hargailah siapa saja yang ada di sisi kau ..
kawan kau ..
musuh pun..
kalau yang musuh .. cuba la kasi maaf dorang..
bukan mati pun kan..??
jan malu mau p bdamai ..

hahahhaa
bah itu jak la.. len kali sa becerita lagi ..
ini betul ni cerita ni ..
malas sa mo menipu ..:)

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

i know the meaning of my name .. .you..??

hahhahhaa ni sa cari d internet ni ...

The name Nicholas has the following meaning:

One who is victorious. Derived from Greek "nike" (goddess of victory) and "laos" (people).

Based on our research, most people would imagine a person with the name Nicholas to be: Jolly and generous

In one word, you might describe Nicholas as a(n) "generous" person.

Santa Claus - equivalent of St. Nicholas

ngek... hahahhahha

kalo cari d internet tu la nama saya punya makna.. ahhaha

kamurang macam mana,..??

lol.....

apakah itu lol..??
hahahha itulah ( laugh out loud ) tp banyak org yg tidak tau .. dorang ingat 2 benda nda bagus jak . hahahaha
kamu rasa apa sa merapu ni ..??? hahhahahaa
nda la..
sa baru mo menulis balik bah ni ..
hahhaha
baru ada masa mo bergiat balik dalam sa menulis2..
heheheheehehehe
ngek .. apa sa mo cakap ni ah ..
marilah sa cakap pasal manusia..
tp siou sbb teda bah gambar2 sudah ni laptop sa.. kena format jadi mmng tulisan jak la..
hahahaa
bah .. bagini ..

kenapa manusia banyak d kunu masalah ..??
biar sa ksi tau ..
dari apa yang sa pernah rasa sendiri..
bukan masalah yang cari manusia.. tapi manusia yang cari masalah ..
macam mana..??
cuba fikir..
pasal perkara kicil jak pun ..
trus tidak puas hati sebb ego da sama besar macam angan2 dia..
apa la masalah kalau kasi biar jak ..
biar sa bagi contoh..

ada bah laki bini .. naru kahwin trus ada anak da..
tiba2 time 1 malam dorang tiga sedang tidur...
anak dorang tiba2 tebangun trus menangs ..
TEBERAK..
trus si bini suruh laki da..
tp laki da pun nda mau ..
da suruh lagi bini dia...
trus dorang bsuruh2..
last2 dua2 gaduh ... sbb masing2 nda mo pgang taik ..
trus nda lama bcerai .. alasan dorang ..
tidak serasi la..
yang 1 malas la..
tapi kenyataan yang sebenar ... cuma pasal taik anak dorang..
bukan susah pun ..

biar sa bagitau apa poin sebenar sa.. hahaha
sa mo cakap ..
janganlah kita cari masalah ..
cuba belajar mo mengaku kalah ..
kalau ko mengaku kalah ..
tidak bermakna ko kalah ..
yang rasa dia menang bukan pernah menang pun sebenarnya..
dorang "rasa" jak dorang menang sebenarnya,,,...
tapi yg lebih benar dorang sudah menambah ego .. .
tiket paling senang untuk jadi bangga diri.. lupa diri...
hidung tinggi...

biar sa ulang .. ego e2 buat kita bangga.. sombong...
kita jadi buta.. bukan setakat hati ... tapi ada masa kita buta dalam terang..
nah jadi jangan bah ko ego .. kalau sikit2 tu sa rasa nda apa juga.. ehhehehe
k ... nnti sa sambung... :)

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

orualan..keh3...

nu kaka toruol.. ??
oruol gakod..
oruol tulu..??
tinan.>???
nipon..??
okon e....
ogumu kopio gia karaja d..
ogumu po ogumu..
id walai nga haro nopo karaja..
siou kuma e au karati..
mipupura nopo do karati ka..wakakakkaka

he2.. ogumuuuuuuuu kopio e karaja nga aiso po notimpunanku ..
iso nogi nga tukono oku no di..
adui ... agayo kopio ti tukono ti.. nung da milo patahakonku ilo tasu nga patahakonku nopo ngaii...

om... ogumu kopio hiti id pomusarahanku ti...
nokuro tu ogumu e belia hiti id kg nga okuri e kasai nung haroo pibabarasan ko gugutung ruyung..
ogumu e e milo mamain do gitar nga tukono kopio... alasan nopo om...
osibuk..
au kaka milo lagu do graja..
tukonoo moi sambyng ,..
osomok yolo... hihiti no ka nogi..
tukono e nung haro no aktvti do graja..
yoho nopo..??
langadon oku kopio moi hilo garaja..
langadon ka om langadon kopio ..
milo nopo tumagak oku..
tumagak oku mntd tawau om moi hiti kg.... moi sambyng hiti..
nga au no d monguro.. haro no d chapel osomok hilo ..
sundung pia okon ko kg ku nga... arayou e kasai ginawo ku..


nosuaian oku no t pomogunan.. nokuro tu ogumu kopio tulun tu miambalut ..
nga nung nokonsongkial nga amu no kaka miampun ampun kaagu ,..
okitoku tu okon ko osusa...
nga orosian diolo amu pompunon yolo..
nga isai2 karati... igitai no ti borosku .. e norongouku ntah soira po... e minaanku tonudo..
pokimaap nopo .. pomaaponko ko amu ... haro no nokosuai...
ntah.. tapaku ..kanto.. ko e tinaku minoboros.. hahhaa

ti ginawoku...
orohian oku kopio isio.. nga kuroyon po ..
haro no sanganu....
orohian pia isio doho nga.. .amu e kaanu isio kasai ..
simbiono nopo ..
orohian oku kasai isio .. ka d tambalutku..
kada kama undorong.... mai nopo ..
isai koilo insan tadau ..
haro no da hiti id ginawoku do pologoson ku isio nopo da.. nga haro d tambalut minoboros..
pologoson nu nopo..
baarti do putus asa ko no ka..
sigog tu om minomboros t ginawoku ..
kada pologoso ka..
osindualan oku pia..
osongulunan oku pia.. amu oku kasai manasal..

bah iriri no ... konsikou tu mikinongou..=)

Friday, September 3, 2010

sayonara

sayonara
yeah tapi saya macam malas mau balik
sa nda suka mau balik..
walaupun sa rindu la juga d rumah..
walaupun rumah sy nda best sa suka juga
walaupun saya teda bilik d rumah saya suka juga
walaupun saya yg jadi tukang masak sa suka juga
sa suka mama ma bapa saya
walaupun durang slalu juga la bg ceramah
tapi saya tau dorang mau buat saya berjaya..

tapi kawan...
saya suka kawan2 saya..
saya suka kacau dorang
walaupun ada yg pemarah sa suka juga
saya sayang juga kawan2 saya..
saya tidak kisah kalo dorang marah ..
saya sedih bukan sbb kena marah.. tapi sbb saya buat dorang marah
sa sayang kawan2 saya..
bila saya kacau kamu .. sbnarnya saya mau kc gembira kamu
tapi mungkin cara untuk kamu gembira berbeza

tapi kawan...
jangan kamu bgaduh ..
saya yg sakit bila nampak atau tau bila kamu bgaduh ..
biar pun nda rapat sa nda suka bila kamu bgaduh
kalau boleh kamu bdamai la..
kc maaf la.. kc lupa la...
dan kamu tidak akan kerugian apa2
...
kawan2....
ini la nasihat saya..

KASIHI IBU BAPA SAYANGI KAWAN-KAWAN

Monday, August 16, 2010

think again

ha2..
i don't wanna lie again
he2 yesterday there is a friend that put her trust in me..
thanks because you trust me..
then... i know now.. if you think you are alone.. then actually you are not..
share my friend share it to others..
and whenever you need a person 2 talk 2.. go and meet somebody
when you are far away from your friend tell him/her... that u miss him/her
when you quarrel with your friend.. tell him/her that you are sorry
that u want to b a good friend again .. admit your fault...
if i just write and you are reading it.. there is useless if u don't do it..
apologize and forgive my friend..
because when you APOLOGIZE and FORGIVE.. you will live a better life.. God bless you .. :)

Saturday, August 7, 2010

what to say....

yeah i dont know what to say today actually..
hi8 change the routine,.. i'll try to use both language... or all language that i know in this blog..
haha... just now i read my "anak buah" fb status that says..
sush ka kta bljar tuk mmnta maf dan mmafkan??????????huu
then i started thinking and now..
i think i should share something that is inside me all this time..
lets just create some new peribahsa.,....
it is " rendahkan dirimu serendah najis(taik) dan luaskanlah hatimu seluas langit"
actually b4 this .. i can never forgive anyone.. but then suddenly i made up my mind and change.. i never share this before..

so... how to ask for forgiveness..?? actually it is just go and ask 4 that.. but then ego will never let u go.. i used to be like that long not long ago.. but then .. what is the matter if you ask 4 it.. it will benefits both side actually.. so throw your ego and b as the shit that always look down to himself and always wanted to ask for forgiveness for he is like that.. in tphe other words.. just apologise even if you are not so wrong...

how to forgive...??
just say that you have forgive..
don't put your ego high .. coz ego will never sleep with you when you are 6 foot under the ground..
just say that you forgive he or she or they .. but make sure that they will never do the same again..let your heart b wide as wide as the sky and not the ocean . . look at the sky is he ever say no when the smokes come to him. no .. he never say that .. he just accept it ... think... if he never accept it( the smoke) then the world will be full of smoke..
but the sky accept all the bad things.. and make this world beautiful.. look at the blue sky ..
no blue but black sky if the sky never accept the smoke to enter his body..
so ... why don't you just forgive so that the picture of your live will be more beautiful than you ever see..

since that .. i want to ask.. why don't you apology and why you don't forgive... ???
ops..they just soulless creation of God not like you..
why you don't make yourself better than the shit and better than the sky..??

ask.. and forgive..:)

Thursday, July 29, 2010

wink......

He2.. bonne nuit mes amis. aujourd'hui.... je veux dire a certain de mes aimer uns les..=)
hier, mon amour me dire qu'elle m'aime encore. alors.. elle me pose une question...
je dis que je ne pleure jamais.. oui il est vrai.. mais... mon amour...il ya quelque chose que je ne pas jamais.. je ne peux reposer pendant une nuit ne pleure pas.. les lendemain.. je pleure jour et la nuit mon amour.. je t'aime toujours... il juste que je peux dire que c'est fort.. mais mon amour Je t'aime...

Sunday, July 25, 2010

people..???

lol.. what to say .. dunno..
i'm too tired already..
things seems going up and and...
but then the "best" part is .. that the bad thing is going to worst..
that heart and feeling is getting worst everyday i think..??
some people want to do anything that SHE think right..
but then think logically friend..
don't you ever know about living??
don't just live in your own life.. try the other... then you will know that it is not right what are you doing right now ..
mouth.. ??
we should care for what we are saying.... better watch you mouth...
and saying bout myself..
just busy with some convo... and i'm really sorry that i can't help my classmate...
and sorry that i can't take care of that someone...hope i have that opportunity to have a good talk with you..=)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Good Bye Granny

Hm.. i don't know what to say actually... She has gone... she went to a place...
FAR.. very far away... even I can't follow her anymore just like before...
her smile, her voice, her touch full of love, i will never forget it....
i never had a chance to say even good bye.... the last time i talked to her is just " bagus2 kau ah nek... sa tinguk ko nanti cuti" but then i will never see her again...never had a chance even to hug her. never had a chance to take care of you just like before. cannot give you some good meal just like before.. and not even have a chance to hear your story anymore.. Grandma I miss you so MUCH...

Sunday, July 11, 2010

i don't think..

i just wanna ask people, do time will heal everything? because i just don't really agreed with "everything". people say that when you made some people mad, the people will forgive you anyway, but then do it really2 work.?? then how about forgiveness? even though the people actually forgive the other long time ago, the other will never feel better actually. it just because when you don't tell then the other don't know what to do. i don't mean anyone actually but just myself. the only problem now is that i'm afraid. afraid to make wrong decision.. but i must try then,,,, somehow sometime... just to fix what I've broken, what I've destroyed. if i can just throw away my weakness....then i would just say sorry to some friend..

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Maybe its my fault

Firstly, i would like to apologies to anyone that I have make them sad, mad or whatever it is. It is something that i can't bear it anymore that i can't even say to anyone. Now i'm kinda people that lose his FRIEND. Back then it was good to have them. But now, emptiness have come back in my very own heart. Its some pain that i couldn't show it to the others. And this emptiness continuously stabbing my heart. If i can just tell it to the world i will cry loudly through all the earth. Now they seems going far, far away that i could not hear their voices talking to me. If I can just cry like anyone else when they are sad rather than smiling and laughing... IF I CAN JUST CRY....IF..

Sunday, July 4, 2010

new SEM.....

it take me just now to write again.. hahahhahaha
owh.. new semester has begin and of course new life..
hahaha.. never though that this will happened.. a NEW life..
but then.. thanks for the memory and experience that OLD life give..
it is the lesson that i cant find it elsewhere..
And I wanna tell people that i wanna b just a friend
A friend that wanna help and care bout a friend..
hahhahaha and of course this moth will b a really busy month..
hahhahaa apriciate whoever read this all... :)

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

today.. a new adventure..

a new adventure is gonna happen today... there is no reason for me to be so desperate..
God have give what a wonderful life to be grab everyday..
hey people.. can all of you listen to me just a few moment...
i wanna ask you.. why must we judge other,,...?? are we greater than them.. are we better than them... are they bad and we good..? are we..?? but then ... think again my friend.. who we are to judge others.. maybe we see them doing the wrong thing.. but then we don't know either for good or evil they are doing... be strong.. believe in yourself..

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I give my hope to God..

Today i have found too many problem... from my friends, my families,
too many until I realize that this world is not beautiful without it.
problem is something that need solution.
People; some strong and some weak.
the strong should help the weak..
But.. AM I STRONG TO HELP THEM...??
I wish there will be no tears of sadness fall down from their eyes..
I wish I could help all of them..but how... ??
I wish that God will help me to help them..
to make all of them will be happy..
God.. help them to be strong..

Friday, April 23, 2010

it is happening again..

why must after years .. I suddenly make peoples arguing by themselves because of me..
it is a bad habits.. and such a stupid things to do..
fool me.. why I must make others mad or sad..
for those that i have make you sad or mad..
i'm very sorry... i never though that this..
is happening again... sorry... its my fault..

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

how about this

if you miss me.. and if it hurting you... how if i don't say a word..
maybe it can make you not missing me anymore..
for the some people.. just let them ...
soon they will be quiet as quiet as in grave..
just go ..live you ordinary world... but take care.. cause ..
i still keep my feeling..:)

something isn't right

am i a weak person..??
am i a bad person..??
am i a lazy bud..??
no... it just there is something going in my mind that
never make my mind satisfied and
never make me relax..
it just like .. i am not who i am ...
for the past weeks..

Thursday, April 15, 2010

hm...

its hard to explain ...
but this is the truth..
i wanted you very much ..
but, i never have the braveness to tell you so..
but, wait
soon, i will say it.. just wait

Sunday, April 11, 2010



just 4 fun.. last yeAR IPG choir..

please God help me

baru sekarang dapat menulis balik..
musim yang sibuk memang sedang bejalan,
hati dan perasaan kena kuat, mental mesti bertahan,
tapi ada perkara yang tidak dapat kita tanggung sendiri,
kalaupun kita kuat, kita masih perlu sesuatu untuk menolong kita.

  1. Tuhan selalu ada di sisi kita, menolong bila kita perlu dan dalam masa yang kita rasa tidak perlu pun sebenarnya Tuhan ada di sisi kita.
  2. Kasih sayang daripada orang lain, kita perlu kasih sayang. bukan setakat daripada keluarga, tapi daripada kawan2 yang lain juga. kasih sayang tidak bermakna cinta, tapi cinta itu adalah kasih sayang.
  3. Kejujuran; daripada pengalaman saya, kejujuran itu penting. walaupun sukar, adalah lebih senang jika kita berterus terang. walaupun kadang-kadang kita terpaksa menipu demi sesuatu kebaikan.. kejujuran adalah lebih manis.
  4. keihlasan; jika kita membantu dengan hati yang tidak ikhlas, adakah kita tidak membantu sebenarnya..?? tidak, apabila kita membantu, kita telah membantu walaupun bukan dengan ikhlas. Takkan kita tidak membantu bila kita tidak ikhlas..? tapi keihlasan 2 dikatakan lebih baik kerana hati kita akan membantu dengan sepenuhnya dan apabila kita membantu dengan ikhlas, bantuan yang kita akan beri adalah yang terbaik.