Lets talk about "when I"

Hello readers, its been a while

sorry for letting this blog full with spider's web

for the first update,

Lets read this interesting ..... idiom/paragraph/article
(well you decide :p)

Does every "I love you" means "I wanna get you"?

For some reason I wrote.. no... I typed it

End up typing this entry with this title

Lets continue,

Does every word have only one meaning?

No, there are homonym too

One word with same spelling and pronunciation but have different meanings

for example, define "bow"

That's your homework

Well next is,

not grammar or anything

Its My rule of language,

and it is generally known as "indirect speech"

please don't copy for any assignment, coursework or anything with marks

because this is not the rule of the language

and simply doesn't give any A

When I say I hate you,

I doesn't really hate you, 

it just my word to hurt you when I'm desperate and angry

Give me time and I will make sure I'll be good with you again,

When I said I hate you,

Think again and ask for forgiveness

Then I surely said I forgive you

When I said I love you,

Please, don't be so mean,

Don't run away from me

It just my way to tell I like your style

I just want to be friend

When I said I love you

Don't leave me because I just need you

Doesn't mean I want you to be mine

When I say I love you,

I just want some attention

because somebody need that attention

When I said I love you,

Yes, I need you in my dark and my light

you're my best friend

Because the regular "I love you" meaning,

would be only two words for
"Be mine"

Please copy and paste
Aldrina Nicholas

Copy Paste ^^
hohoho originally entitled with "be mine" hahaha
after times reading it, 

it seems that it have deep meaning .. deeep .. haha  

well wait for my next update :3

The good Shepherd

I get this story from a teacher and synchronize it with my experience... 

"a long time ago, before the disease and robberies of buffalo

I used to see my father take care of his buffalo a lot. 

He even name the buffalo with names,

somehow the buffalo always came when he called a name.

the buffalo is very obedient to him as he always there taking care of his buffalo.

he always bring the buffalo near the river 

where there are lots of grass and plenty of water 

so the buffalo can eat and drink.

In times, father bring some of his strongest buffalo to plow the paddy field

after a time he will let the buffalo rest and get another one to continue plowing

Young buffalo sometimes doesn't follow his command, 

so he will hit it wit a rope or cane until the buffalo listen to him

He will then bring the buffalo to eat and to drink in the evening until dusk 

Sometimes when we are out of firewood, father bring a buffalo 

not to big that it can't go though narrow spaces

and not to small until it cannot bring heavy load.

He will pick woods and put it in a chart and when it is full, 

father will ask the buffalo to bring it home alone.

and it always home 

My sister or brother will then take off the load when the buffalo came

Father would be very happy when there is a newborn buffalo

he take care of it very nice

As time goes by some buffalo will get older or became sick

father will always get a way to heal the sick or dying old buffalo,

the were a time he called a veterinarian although it cost almost all of his money

but he is very happy to see the buffalo healing up 

and whenever his buffalo didn't make it or in a harsh word died,

his tears will drop, but he always hide it from us like a typical man 

Then, what is a good shepherd for you?

For me this is what it is, my father in this story is the Father in Heaven 

and the buffalo is me or us

even we were still in the womb, he know us, 

He already name us, and always call us, taking care of us.

whenever we hear Him and obey Him, He were there always, taking care of us

He give us foods and drinks, plenty of them, and it never run out, 

He give us test and works so that He can put us in a rest and comfort for a while, 

Whenever we disobey Him, He struck us with things, such as problems, so that we will listen to Him

and come back to Him. So when we had a problem, big or small, think back, are we listening to Him?

He never give us test that we can't handle, test for us is always fair and with faith and believing, we always gonna make it.

Hearing His voice alone, can bring us back from the deep jungle to home and release the load we carry

He will wait for us with smile during our baptism, because He knew we are coming, as the shepherd see his buffalo is pregnant 

and cry a lot when we left Him, as we died or go into other religion

and He'll do anything to get you back whenever you are gone,

He even sacrifice His only Son  to get YOU

That is a Good Shepherd for me 

YOU?

Good Morning

How you're day? 

Is it okay?

Well i'm telling the world actually,

I almost lost my voice,

due to sickness and the other illness

sore throat, flu, and some fever

Nevermind, I will go and fight :)
anyway, Good morning world :)

Here I am

Well, here I am today.

again, siting, standing, bluffing, playing, fooling, 

with nobody care,

telling lies, faking smiles, making laughter

making as I own the world

what you see then was smile and laughter,

but what you didn't see are, pain and mourning

Walk my road, fit in my shoes

feel my heat or even heal my pain

With no one to walk with 

and no one to talk with 

that's me 

yes, it's me

the unlucky man

Valentine day vs Eating day

Take your time

my story after this will unlock

the title above..

Yesterday should be a regular day

as I went to town to make a few important thing to do

It was 8 in the morning when I actually kind of 

follow my friend just to get to town

but it seems that my appointment went really fast and 

In a blink of an eye I don't have anything to do

Then a friend asked me to follow them..
Then there we are wondering at the town for hours

on a Valentine Day 

Valentine Day is the day where Angry Birds is not angry xp

Anyway, there picture is just a dull decoration for this entry ahha

We go into the core part of the day that is not shopping, dating or anything

it is just about EATING haha that's right 

eat and eat and eat

It was 5 times actually

The first meal was a kon lo mein (if the spelling is not wrong) as my breakfast

Then the second one is roti canai where I accidently eat it while waiting for y friend

then the third one is the Chicken Rice not that delicious but still the smell is so tempting

The fourth was the fried banana with cheese and brown sugar and it was the best among the others that
I ever tried. Located at Indo cafe Tawau or something like that

and the last is at the newly opened restaurant Taste Two the new one located at the area of Tawau Giant,

Hokkien style Udon .. or something like that..
nice place, look expensive but still affordable, regular price like the old branch

 anyway, this entry is just for me to tell what i eat nothing more :)

don't get angry and read still 

because it just me mumbling about food
" the most precious gift God ever give you is a friend, Valentine with friends is a blessing, 

more fun than with your partner only, like the old saying, the more the merrier, appreciate them"

ok.. stop browsing.. have your meal already ;)
bye.. God bless

Blood Donation

Hello readers,

Its time to update again..

and this time is about the blood donation days ago

it feels good to help other and for being a "hero"

because not everyone will donate their blood

and this is my fourth

While "walking" through the net,

I found an article about blood donation 

and here it is:

Reduce the chance of heart diseases

It has been observed that increase in blood iron level increases the chance of heart disease. Iron is involved in the oxidation of cholesterol and this process is believed to be detrimental for the arteries. Increases blood iron level favors this process of cholesterol oxidation and thus leads to heart disease. Regular blood donation helps especially males in loosing iron on regular basis. It helps in reducing the chance of heart attack to one third.

Burns calories

One can diet or remain fit by donating blood regularly. One pint of blood (450 ml) when donated burns 650 calories in donor’s body

Enhance the production of new Red Blood Cells

As the blood is withdrawn from the donors body there is decrease in blood cells. To replenish it, immediately new cells are produced by marrow and this way blood gets refreshed. Therefore donating blood helps in stimulating generation of new blood cells.

Invigorated feeling in elderly people

It has been mentioned in various sites though not proved that elderly people in good health have reported feeling invigorated or reenergized by giving blood on a regular basis.

Burns calories, reduce the chance to get heart diseases... it is a good point in my situation :)

and after all the fourth point is true indeed, 

after donating, the whole body will feel lighter and it is very refreshing 

anyway here is the picture  :)

Checking the blood pressure

Me donating blood

I'm looking forward to the next 3 month to donate again

and also at July :)
Anyway.. thanks for reading
p/s : To somebody.....I updated it first haha :)

peeping through 2013

2012 is finally pass away

and for sure 21/12/12 is a myth

it end up nothing happen on that day

but moving on is 2013,

who know... maybe something will happen on this year 

like The Apocalypse last year,

Peter the Octopus on 2010 and many more 

This year in the other hand 

would be the Year of Faith for us 

and of course, the 13th election of the state

and I hope and pray so that the leader will not drag religions into politic

as it will results many bad things

and that is my biggest concern that for me is the biggest mistake 

if they see no option to win

This year is about being a class leader and I am really no good at that

but somehow I will try it out..

maybe this time it will be just good as years...ago and not like years ago..

Anyway wishing you a very happy new year and may God be with you through the year..

p/s : wait for the next entry :)

What Happened in 2012...

Happy New Year you guys..

it is sometime  that I didn't post anything  

well during the holiday, 

doesn't much happened 

it just another ordinary day

the highlight of the holiday is just some family gathering ..

A not so big family because it just focuses on my mother side grandpa as the top one in our family chart

well here the picture..

and be informed that its not me that take the picture..

thanks to anyone that manage to take this few shot

The first daughter family

the children of our late grandfather and some grandchildren(standing)

second son family

the 3rd daughter's family which is my family

Uncle(green tag) and nephew (pink tag)

4th son's family

5th son's family

6th daughter's family

7th son's family

December birthday celebration

my mother and his aunt (our grandfather's sister)

the young generation..

well that's all 

it is a great family gathering indeed

to know more and more relatives 

in the other story

after years of being in other town 

i finally managed to go and see a view of the seaside hills.

our family are planting some rubber tree...

these few picture below shows 

my family went there with me of course

and send a plastic tank to keep some water.

here is the place

my uncle hill paddy

the sea view

making the water trapper

going home

well I think that this post will end here.

I wish that this year I can blog more often 

and share wonderful things in my life

thank for reading

Blade

"If I have that courage, I will tell the world. But I have no guts" 

Sometimes life will bring all the tension to you, 

burden you and hunting you down 

Keep the burden and you will sick, 

bring out the burden and you will fell better, 

but next is the result,

Happy or despair

always prepare for both 

but prepare always more for the despair

"To tell something important to someone important for you is like stabbing into your chest with a double edge knife.It cut the disease or it stab the heart" ~ Unknown

Would you like to know? Then read this...

somebody is leaving and you don't know,

will you meet them again,

or even would you see them again.

To be spread to  the whole country..

Then it must be miracle if somehow,

by any coincident

we will meet eye to eyes again 

and then

carved some familiar smile as now

and talked a lot as there is no tomorrow

To lose somebody temporary, is a start of an emptiness

Memories are easy to get and easy  to be forget from our brain

but somehow a few meaningful memories always remain in our heart 

or more correctly in our liver (lol)

Anywhere, there is always something to lose and something to gain

wishing you to have a great life and gain some sweet experience.

Spread the good news so that there will be plenty of workers in Father house :)

to meet again is not impossible, because in the Father name there is nothing such as impossible :)
God bless you all

so long