Almost change it...

Hello readers,
They may just a few who still read this blog
but it doesn't really matter now,

To be honest,
There's nothing to update for real
It just I wanted to tell you something..
I almost close this site because of the second blog but
gladly, I've found some trick accidently, so
I've removed my second blog post at the right hand of the blog

you may not notice it before
but it was very nuisance for me

well gonna do some editing later and for now... good bye second blog post :)

P/s : This blog is over 4 years now

Updating the blog

Celebrating  them..

its just some extension from the last post
this time with pictures

wait,

there'll be more

Its just tears that shows

Sadness and Happiness

 well, sometimes, picture do tell more then words.. 

Haha I gonna miss them :) 

Bye

another farewell lots of tears

There's a lot happened since my last entry

And I really mean it, 

but I myself forgotten it already
but some are not mean to be forgotten

I don't really know how to pour it in here

but just let it start like this

I was young and very shy

it just my smile that make them smile back

because it is the least I can do

Having myself with my classmate was good

but they came like light in my life

Friend that always cheer me up

To talk with them and laugh with them,

and share some secret with them

My life seems so good 

but I know the day will came up

where tears come flowing from the eye 

and sound of crying could be heard from every corner

the day when some of them go and just few of them stay

The day when smiles should be on lips

but tears came and wash it

but don't worry 

it just you can't see them as usual

but still they are your very best friend

the sadness in your had flow away from you

flow with the tears like a thousand river

but when the rain is gone you'll see smiles 

and happiness because 

"You are God's most precious gift for me"

it's not coincidence and mistakes

it's God plans for me and you 

so that you and I 

will have a great life

Long is it..?
anyway 

here's another one

It was a dark night

really dark and full of despair

and suddenly a voice call me out and walk to the light

and you came into my life and enlighten it

I never realize how happy you made me...

and now, I do

sorry if those two writing means nothing to you,

it just something that need to be read at least twice 

and those who know me to be understood 

anyway good morning :)

The Bus Stand Girl

A little boy is waiting for the school bus

the sky is gloomy and the day is drizzling

waiting under the bus stand 

he always get to be the last person going home

but days before they were a little girl,

waiting just like him

almost everyday too

the boy will smile when the girl come 

but they didn't cast a word until someone head home

in their own yellow bus

days goes on and they are still like that

but deep in the boy's heart,

there was thousand of laughter and smiles

knowing he'll meet the girl everyday, 

he go to school everyday, 

although he hates school 

he hates everything on his school

he used to skips lots of school day

But these days,

He never skip school anymore,

the best part for him is to wait at the bus stand

he seems to like those classes at school but the truth is, 

he always love the wordless waiting at the bus stand

Weeks goes by and so do months, 

It comes to the end of  the year,

at the last day of school he seemed to be so worried and sad

at the bus stand, he's pacing 

but when the girl come, 

he stand properly

"Hello"

They almost said it together

both hold their word and the boy continues,

"We've been waiting together for a long time now, Could I know your name?"

The girl smile and say "I'm waiting for you to ask me anything for a long ago"

They talk a lot that day, knowing they would probably will never meet each other anymore,

both render the day to their memory.

The boy reach home with happiness in his heart

It seems to be the best moment in his life.

although he never know the girl's name because they've been busy talking

Exhausted to the max

Right now 

I suddenly woke up yet still sleepy 

after an hour nap, I cannot go to sleep again

maybe the body is just too exhausted

well sometimes it happen to me, feeling exhausted but can't take some rest

this week is so exhausting, not to tell it loud but just to share

the body had been working from sunrise to sunset and it goes on in the night

such a long preparation for such a short time event 

the big event has finally finish 

but still, tomorrow will be another event, morning and night, 

and in Saturday, there will be two event and I had to lose one because it clash..

anyway another job come to me just a few hour and it will be a hard one

it seems writing can make me sleepy again, 

and the thunder is striking, maybe it will rain tonight

hope so, 

as for life these, I feel wonderful and meaningful 

as the hole is now filled ..

I hope I'll dream a good one... night :)

|Those Scraggy Hand|

And this is the real life situation I'll wanted to write for quite sometimes

Her skinny body and dark skin

maybe is it because of her gene 

Is not about the weather or whatever 

It just she is born dark

But skinny is not really in her gene

she had live in harsh and hard life

losing love of mother in early age, 

taking care of her newborn brother

and maybe back in her house, 

she had to takeover the housework too

Bill Gates once said, 

"If you're born poor, it's not your mistake, but, if you die poor, it's your mistake"

in certain condition, 

this is really true, but now, this girl, 

she doesn't even know,

or honestly she doesn't know it yet

how strong she is to carry such loads

Born in poor family doesn't mean you can't be rich 

but poverty itself, always tie all the poor to its root

and the richness always shed their face, not to help the poor

If and only if 

I have more in this life, 

I'll give the more to those who need

because seeing them life in such life making me wanted to cry

and choked me deep inside

but if you don't move up, who will help them

if you don't be rich who will even look at them

"That skinny little lady, had choked me to tears, but this tears don't even worthy of her burden, there's nothing I can do, but to wipe it away and live this life better, so soon when I'm successful I'l be able to help one"

~~ She Doesn't Know It ~~

I always wanted to lingers beside her

Her lips, her cheek,

Make me wonders every time

What complexion is this,

make me forgot how to forgot

and remembering what not to

Sharing some likes and time,

walks we went through,

talks we enjoyed

moments we shared

The moment I'm without you

is the moment I need you

Now this time, 

Would you be,

will you be, beside me, 

all the time?

Because all I'm thinking of is you

Some poem during my secondary school that somehow I jotted it down :)

Concerning all the factor

Considering all the factor,
Should I open another blog
just to satisfy my writing desire?
And  if I do, would I have the time and commitment
to write and update the blog then.

up until this moment I am the owner of two blog
my first domain is this, the blog that you're reading right now
http://kulaskung.blogspot.com/
and the other one is this
http://adayaphotototellphotoblog.blogspot.com/
a blog about picture I've captured
giving up is an option but I never see that useful for me
blog that I didn't update doesn't mean I don't like,
it just I don't have the right things to share
So I am Considering another blog actually right now.

and there is another thing that I consider right now,
and my heart is shouting to make it done  ..
but I should wait for the right moment to make it right
That's all for now... merci beaucoup mes amis

Writing During Hard TIme

view from my house (click to enlarge)

So this is the time when I though that life is hard,
Sudden observation making me feel bad,
but still it is me that make it bad...
done all the things, it just my spirit that occur does not in me
maybe it when away searching for something meaningful

So what is so meaningful that my spirit doesn't give a chance to the observation,
#friend #relationship #social #argument #family
when life seems very busy, I still think about these things and forgot about the busy mode

but somehow i hope that I will managed to gain some spirit in the morning and through the day.
Blessed be my day and yours too

Thanks to anyone that make my day :)

Rice don't make you FAT

better write this while it still on my mind..

long ago, there's some dialogue of dieting people who doesn't take the rice
and these fact have been there for years because internet was not widely used as for today
and then as the time goes by, I think I should say it here, now and now

"Rice don't make you fat"
in my age of 4 until 12,
there's nothing that i didn't eat,
I'll consume whatever and whenever it happens to be there..
luckily, my body never been so fat....
and those year's diet is simple, rice, fish and some vegetables

it was years when you eat what you grow
and not eat what you buy
searching the buffalo and doing gardening
was one of the routine although not everyday...
but walking around and playing around is my favourite

well, cut the crap,
it started during my 13 and later on,
where boarding school is my second home during that time,
food are prepared and nicely done.
for these early three years,
rice is the only thing I loved so much...
going on the 4th,
I eat same amount of rice but double or even triple
red meat, chicken and the other's
delicious and very tempting

(pause)

well cut again...
we go straight to the point
or to the main point of this entry
nowadays chicken or cow or anything,
use to have some injection or anything to make it grow bigger
in short time
even vegetables too

therefore, as we eat them,
we will get the same effect too...
hence, people will become bigger in short time

But listen to this, burn more than you eat is always right
from yesterday, today and beyond,
so, burn some of calories today... :)

So, here is something I found on the net,
"eat fish, you'll grow taller,
eat meat, you'll go muscular,
eat fruits, you'll be radiance,
eat vegetables, you'll be healthier,
but if you don't eat rice,
you'll die believing you are fat"
haha night :)