Just for a week

Somebody is asking me, why not we go for "relationship" for a week
although I already hide it from the timeline,
the like button is hitting high
but it doesn't really matter,

the real thing for now is,
to trick people,
can just easily cancel it,
but then,
if somebody will be happy,
why don't do it?
plus, friend's request hard to fail,

anyway good luck people.. :)

Life recently

First of all the only thing I could say

I'm sorry if any of my act and my words

hurt you.

Its never been in my though

to make you hurt or sad or anything bad

Losing my friend, my companion

or anybody is my greatest fear

because you'll never know how to live alone,

emptiness, loneliness

its hurt more than a deep cut on your hand

Let me say this, 

let me say hello to you in smiles

just like day before

and make your laugh,

the greatest song in my ear

There something you couldn't understand

that all this time, I'm just looking for someone,

to hear me and make me feel better

and I've found them, and you is one of "them"

forgive me

The Seven Wonders of the World

Hello there,

I got something to share tonight'

before I called it a day

and end up wrapping myself with my own blanket,

read this and think about it again :)

Here it goes

A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present "Seven Wonders of the World." Though there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes:

1. Egypt's Great Pyramids 

2. Taj Mahal 

3. Grand Canyon 

4. Panama Canal 

5. Empire State Building 

6. St. Peter's Basilica 

7. China's Great Wall

While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student had not finished her paper yet.

So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many.“

The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help".

"The girl hesitated, then read: "I think the 'Seven Wonders of the World' are:

1. To See... 

2. To Hear... 

3. To Touch...

4. To Taste... 

5. To Feel... 

6. To Laugh... 

7. And to Love.“ 

The room was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop. The things we overlook as simple and ordinary and that we take for granted are truly wonderous!

Remember the most precious things in life cannot be built by hand or bought by man.

#copied&pasted#

The Whole Thing

Taken this photo yesterday evening.

Maybe it seems just like an ordinary picture.

But if you take a picture of it everyday, you'll see something different everyday.

And yes, I can see the whole Mount Kinabalu from afar

again, from afar.

In our daily life, 

we always see something from a point 

and straight away make a decision

But all things, if you considered all point, 

although it will not be short

you'll see the real things

In some case,

you'll see the real beauty

In some other case,

you'll know what is really happening

In case of knowledge,

you'll see the whole concept or whole idea

So, think back, 

look at the whole things of something

because you'll never know what the real beauty of it :)
Good morning :)

Update Mac to May

where should i start..

em... well I should tell from the last February 

And actually nothing much happened until now

1st phase practicum 

Its hard to be done but luckily

I have many friend to keep me accompany 

haha
with no me inside it...
there were indeed ..good students 

need to be motivated and need some extra attention actually

Examination

This time the examination was a little hard 

its not that hard actually,

it just because I haven't done my revision

overall, 

I just answer the question without knowing there are so many

mistake

but its okay, I just hope for the best :)

Kaamatan celebration

Happen before the exam actually but its all month celebration ahaha

Its not once but many times

The last celebration was the last Friday haha

Anyway

Have a look at these picture

We were also celebrating Mother's day that day haha

and thanks to those who take the pictures because I just watching from afar

That's me

Thanks to the one that take this picture

don't be mistaken,

there are still another person at my other side :)

I don't found me, alone, watching hahhaa

Barnabas Camp

a brief look through the camp

It was a great camp and a good time

meeting new friend, knowing old friend :)

A little talk on God and everything :)

That's me again :p

doing some editing haha

and now 

the end of story :) 

haha 

thank you for reading :)

Malay vs Borneo..??? Should be added into textbook ...

Got this from the other blogger ...

People please think rationally and not emotionally 

retreat and think again...

here it begins..

Malay and Dusun

Hi all,

Have you ever think or imagine about the similarities between Malay and Dusun? Come to think about this, the origins of the Malay language has yet to be confirmed by historians. However there is some historical evidence that attempts to link the origins of the Malay language. I’m interested in the origin of native tribes of Borneo or Kalimantan, and has made study via internet and books about tribes and its relation to Austronesian Malayo Polynesian. Language is one of the most important tools in Malay tradition, also known as Austronesian Malayo Polynesian. Many basic words in the language have similarities or close relationship with the native Malay language which has not been influenced by Sanskrit as Southeast Asia which was controlled by explorer from India, or the Arabic language brought by Arab traders, or the Chinese language, Portuguese and many others.

There are researches that suggest about who the real Malay is. Could it be the Borneon?

Here, check this out. 

Melayu Sebenar – Dr Zafarina USM

Perkataan Melayu berasal dari Melayur iaitu istilah suku Malayalam atau Malabar dari India Selatan yang bermakna bukit atau permatang.  Orang-orang Melayur adalah masyarakat asli Nusantara Sumatera (yang berasal dari Pulau Borneo berhijrah ke Sumatera yang menggunakan bahasa asal atau asli Melayu) berkahwin dengan orang-orang Indian Malabar atau Malayalam. Hasil pertembungan dua bangsa dan budaya menghasilkan bangsa Melayur sempena tempat yang dinamakan Melayur dan juga menghasilkan Indianized Kingdom (kerajaan dipengauhi India) yang memerintah ribuan tahun di kepulauan Nusantara.

Dunia Melayu mulai dikenali dengan kewujudan pemerintahan raja-raja kacukan India dan penduduk asli kepulauan nusantara termasuk Sumatera, Jawa, Borneo, Filipina, dan Champa di Vietnam. Kedatangan pengaruh Arab Islam telah menjadikan kerajaan Melayur kerajaan Islam setelah raja-raja orang Melayur memeluk agama Islam.  Bangsa dan pemerintahan raja-raja Melayur akhirnya dikenali sebagai Melayu dan berkembang pesat melalui perkahwinan antara kerabat di raja, perdagangan, peperangan atau penaklukan, dan juga diplomasi atau politik.

Bahasa Melayu yang kita kini kenali berkembang menjadi bahasa perdagangan, diplomasi dan keagamaan di seluruh kepulauan nusantara di mana kerajaan Melayu telah diwujudkan. Bahasa Melayu asal mempunyai persamaan dengan bahasa asli Borneo khususnya Dusun dan Iban. Bahasa Melayu moden adalah 70% bahasa India (Sanskrit) yang digunakan oleh suku kacukan Melayu yang dipengaruhi kemudian oleh bahasa Arab, Cina dan Portugis disebabkan pertembungan budaya antara benua melalui perdagangan di bumi Melayu.

Hari ini istilah Melayu bukan istilah bangsa (race) tetapi etnik (dari segi agama) kerana tidak ada bangsa yang dikenali sebagai Melayu menurut Perlembagaan Malaysia. Seorang Melayu adalah sesiapa yang biasanya mengunakan bahasa Melayu, beraga Islam dan mengamalkan budaya Melayu. Bahasa dan Budaya Melayu adalah termasuk bahasa Sanskrit dan budaya masyarakat India Selatan.

Dalam bahasa Melayu moden, perkataan asal Melayu hanya 30% yang hampir kesemuanya dapat dikesan berasal dari Pulau Borneo. Hampir kesemua raja-raja Melayu di zaman dahulu adalah kacukan India dan tempatan (Sumatera dan Borneo)yang menggunakan bahasa tempatan sebagai bahasa asal diperkayakan dengan bahasa asing. Pada hakikatnya bahasa Melayu sekarang adalah bahasa yang diperkayakan oleh bahasa asing khususnya bahasa Sanskrit sesuai dengan kedudukan sejarah dimana selama 2,000 tahun kepulauan nusantara dipengaruhi oleh India dan Arab.

Istilah masuka Melayu bermakna menjadi sebahagian masyarakat berbudaya tinggi berasaskan budaya India dan Arab. Manusia Pagan atau Kafir dikecualikan dari defininasi ini. Penulis-penulis sejarah Melayu sebenarnya adalah Melayu kacukan tempatan dan Inda seperti Munsyi Abdullah. Raja-raja atau Sultan-Sultan Melayu zaman dahulu menganggap diri mereka keturunan Raja Iskandar Zulkarnain.

Tuntutan ini mempunyai kebenarannya kerana raja-raja Melayur adalah kacukan wanita tempatan dan pembesar-pembesar atau pedagang-pedagang kaya dari India yang seterusnya mungkin keturunan penjajah Greek di India di zaman sebelum masihi.

Hari ini, penulis-penulis Barat telah menjadikan istilah Melayu untuk mengtakrifkan penduduk asli di kepulauan Nusantara sebagai orang-orang Melayu. Ianya tidak lagi bermakna kacukan India dan orang-orang tempatan atau tertumpu kepada pembesar-pembesar negeri. Istilah ini juga dapat diterima sepenuhnya oleh masyarakat serumpun d kepulauan Asia Tenggara/nusantara.

Walau bagaimana pun, isitlah Melayu hanya digunakan setakat istilah akademik. Ianya digunakan secara meluas oleh penyelidik Barat untuk mengenali masyarakat penutur bahasa Austronesian Malayo Polynesian dari Pulau Madagascar Lautan India Afrika ke Pulau Easter lautan Pasifik Amerika Selatan.  Penulis-penulis tempatan juga menulis mengenai kehebatan pelayar-pelayar orang Melayu menjelajah dunia untuk menguasai maritim lautan Hindi dan lautan Pasifik di zaman kuno sebelum Cheng Ho atau Magellan menerokai pelayaran lautan merentasi benua.  Kita juga membaca bahawa terdapat 300 juta orang-orang Melayu di seluruh dunia dan pengaruh orang-orang Melayu menjadikan bangsa Melayu sebagai salah satu bangsa peneroka terbesar lautan luas.

Istilah rumpun melayu sering dikumandangkan seolah-olah ianya suatu kenyataan. Namun hakikatnya, Perlembagaan Malaysia telah memberi pengertian sempit mengenai istilah Melayu. Berdasarkan tafsiran Perlembagaan Malaysia hanya terdapat 25 manusia di seluruh bumi yang dinamakan Melayu. Orang-orang Jawa di luar Malaysia bukan orang Melayu, orang-orang asli Borneo yang pada hakikatnya rumpun Melayu juga bukan Melayu kerana mereka masih bertutur dalam bahasa atau dialek suku masing-masing.

Menurut Perlembagaan Malaysia, bangsa Melayu bukan istilah bangsa tetapi istilah agama dan budaya atau cara hidup. Orang India dan Arab Islam boleh menjadi Melayu. Dalam duia hanya terdapat dua kumpulan besar yang mendefinasikan diri mereka melalui agama dan bukan bangsa. Salah satu ialah Melayu (berdasarkan Perlembagaan Mlaaysia dan yang kedua bangsa Yahudi yang mengelar diri mereka sebagai bangsa Yahudi bukan atas ras (racial classification) tetapi agama Yahudi mereka.

Di negara-negara Arab, suku atau bangsa Arab itu adalah itilah bangsa, bukan agama. Orang-orang Arab yang beragama Kristian akan tetap menjadi orang Arab. Malah sikap orang-orang Arab terhadap orang-orang Arab bukan Islam lebih mulia. Di Palestin, Syria, Iraq, Lebanon,dll terdapat masyarakat Arab Kristian yang menpunyai semangat nasionalisma Arab yang tinggi.

Tafsiran Perlembagaan Malaysia yang sempit menjadikan bangsa Melayu sutu bangsa yang kecil dan tertumpu kepada negara Malaysia. Bagi saya tafsiran Perlembagaan Malaysia meyakinkan saya bahawa Melayu tidak wujud sebelum wujudnya kerajaan pemerintahan India (Indianized Kingdom) di Nusantara. Sejarah Melayu bermula dengan Parameswara dari Palembang yang berhijrah ke Melaka.

Sebelum ini, tidak ada orang Melayu. Yang ada adalah suku-suku asli yang bertutur dalam dialek asli Borneo atau Sumatera atau Jawa, dan lain-lain. Di Borneo suku-suku asli in kini dikenali sebagai suku Dusun/Dayak. Masyarakat Melayu yang kita kenali di Pulau Boneo adalah masyarakat Dusun/Dayak yang memeluk agama Islam atau masuk Melayu.

Negara Brunei berasal dari Atak Batatar yang dipercayai suku Murut atau Dusun Bisaya yang memeluk agama Islam dan memulakan kesultanan Brunei sehingga sekarang. Rakyat Brunei adalah suku-suku tempatan yang telah memeluk agama Islam dan mengubah cara hidup sebagai orang-orang Melayu Islam.

Demikian juga, Malaysia tidak boleh mengatakan bahawa masyarakat Malagasy di Madagascar adaalah orang-orang Melayu. Ii kerana meereka tidak memenuhi syarat-syarat perlembagaan Malaysia. Masyarakat Malagasy sebenarnya berasal dari Pulau Borneo dan bahasa mereka mirip kepada bahsa manyan yang seterusnya mirip kepada bahasa Dusun di Sabah.

Walaua bagaimana pun, tafsiran bahawa Melayu itu Islam dan Islam itu Melayu sebenarnya ada kebenaran. Ini disebabkan ianya bukan isitilah untuk semua penduduk asli di kepulauan nusantara yang dikenali sebagai malayo polynesian. Ianya dalah istiah untuk masyarakat kacukan yang berasal dari Melayur India.

Penduduk asli yang dinamakan malayo polynesian memunyai ciri-ciri mongoloid bukan India walau pun kebanyakannya berkulit gelap sawong. Namun orang-orang Melayu di Malaysia hampir kesemuanya keturunan kacukan India atau Arab yang masih dapat diteliti dalam paras atau kulit penduduk Malaysia sekarang yang mirip India atau Arab – gelap, tinggi lampai, tinggi batang hidung dan bibir nipis dan bentuk kepala yang jelas bukan asli Nusantara.

Kumpulan ini adalah kumpulan cerdik, pintar dan merupakan kelas pemerintah selain menguasai bidang perdagangan negara.

Orang-orang Kelantan dan Kedah adalah di antara suku-suku tempatan yang paling asli, atau suku-suku pendatang seperti suku Bugis, Jawa, Acheh, dan lain-lain yang hampir kesemuanya masih mempunyai ciri-ciri Mongoliod yang jelas.

Kalau nak tahu, siapa melayu sebenar, inilah jawapannya.

Anak Borneo

*Tahukan anda bahasa Dusun/Iban adalah asal usul 30% dari bahasa Melayu moden. Bahasa melayu berasal dari Borneo, bukan Semenanjung Malaysia. Orang-orang Dusun/Dayak berhijrah ke Sumatera dan menjadikan Bumi tersebut tanah mereka. Berkahwin dengan orang India telah melahirkan suku bangsa Melayur atau Melayu. Kerajaan Melayur (Indianized Kingdom) telah memulakan sejarah Melayu.

Ciri-ciri bahasa Melayu kuno:

Penuh dengan kata-kata pinjaman Sanskrit. Susunan ayat bersifat Melayu . Bunyi b ialah w dalam Melayu kuno (Contoh: bulan – wulan). Bunyi e pepet tidak wujud (Contoh dengan – dngan atau dangan). Awalan ber- ialah mar- dalam Melayu kuno (contoh: berlepas-marlapas). Awalan di- ialah ni- dalam bahasa Melayu kuno (Contoh: diperbuat – niparwuat). Ada bunyi konsonan yang diaspirasikan seperti bh, th, ph, dh, kh, h (Contoh: sukhat****ta). Huruf h hilang dalam bahasa moden (Contoh: semua-samuha, saya: sahaya).

dipetik dari

http://www.tutor.com.my/stpm/asal_usul_bahasa/asal_usul_bahasa_melayu.htm

Saya mendapati istilah Melayu kuno amat menarik. Sepeti d atas, bunyi b ialah w dalam melayu kuno.

Contoh bahasa Dusun (Ranau) Sabah:

Bulan /Wulan

Betis /Wotis

Batang /Watang

Batu /Watu

Buloh /Wuloh

Bulu /Wulu

Berat /Wagat

Banyak bahasa Dusun Ranau mirip bahasa melayu kuno

Contoh:

Mata/ mato

Telinga/ tolingo

Hidung /todung

Lidah /dilah

Paha /poo

Siku /siku

Betis /wotis

Darah/ raa

Lengan /longon

Pusat /pusod

Isi /tonsi

Tulang /tulang

Lemak /lunok

Makan /makan

Minum /minum

Bunga /bunga

Buah tua

Dahan raan

Batang watang

Daun roun

Kayu kayu

Tanah tana

Batu watu

Awan tawan

Sawat sawat

Bulan wuan

Itik putik

Pelanduk pelanuk

Buaya buayo

Tikus tikus

Beruang bohuang 

Sesungguhnya, bahasa Dusun Ranau (Borneo) adalah merupakan asal usul bahasa Melayu kuno.

(Dusun Ranau digunakan kerana pengkaji menggunakan orang Ranau sebagai sampel kajian
kalau Dusun Lotud Tuaran yang jadi sampel confirm da guna bahasa Lotud haha)

Any comments? Feel free to express your respond.

Sincerely yours.

RESOURCES :

1. http://www.tutor.com.my/stpm/asal_usul_bahasa/asal_usul_bahasa_melayu.htm

2. http://dayakdusunmalaysianborneo.blogspot.com/

Done reading?

I talk you think:)

Updating more like Mandy haha

Hi...

Yep i'm writing again ... and these picture I bring 

something :) 

and ouw yeah...

some of these picture are taken quite a long time already 

while some are taken just last week hehe

During the beginning of March, during some courses 

Taken almost 26th May .... a few minute before it

Celebrating some birthday ... i miss the moment

This....? Last year maybe. doesn't remember  it well

And this.. In the mist and freezing....

Anyway,

only the first picture take place at Kota Kinabalu

while the other happen to be at Kundasang and the last is at Bundu Tuhan entrance

These picture bring me a lots of memories and the sweet one

Hope to have more like this after this
Need to go :)
Be blessed haha

Lets talk about "when I"

Hello readers, its been a while

sorry for letting this blog full with spider's web

for the first update,

Lets read this interesting ..... idiom/paragraph/article
(well you decide :p)

Does every "I love you" means "I wanna get you"?

For some reason I wrote.. no... I typed it

End up typing this entry with this title

Lets continue,

Does every word have only one meaning?

No, there are homonym too

One word with same spelling and pronunciation but have different meanings

for example, define "bow"

That's your homework

Well next is,

not grammar or anything

Its My rule of language,

and it is generally known as "indirect speech"

please don't copy for any assignment, coursework or anything with marks

because this is not the rule of the language

and simply doesn't give any A

When I say I hate you,

I doesn't really hate you, 

it just my word to hurt you when I'm desperate and angry

Give me time and I will make sure I'll be good with you again,

When I said I hate you,

Think again and ask for forgiveness

Then I surely said I forgive you

When I said I love you,

Please, don't be so mean,

Don't run away from me

It just my way to tell I like your style

I just want to be friend

When I said I love you

Don't leave me because I just need you

Doesn't mean I want you to be mine

When I say I love you,

I just want some attention

because somebody need that attention

When I said I love you,

Yes, I need you in my dark and my light

you're my best friend

Because the regular "I love you" meaning,

would be only two words for
"Be mine"

Please copy and paste
Aldrina Nicholas

Copy Paste ^^
hohoho originally entitled with "be mine" hahaha
after times reading it, 

it seems that it have deep meaning .. deeep .. haha  

well wait for my next update :3

The good Shepherd

I get this story from a teacher and synchronize it with my experience... 

"a long time ago, before the disease and robberies of buffalo

I used to see my father take care of his buffalo a lot. 

He even name the buffalo with names,

somehow the buffalo always came when he called a name.

the buffalo is very obedient to him as he always there taking care of his buffalo.

he always bring the buffalo near the river 

where there are lots of grass and plenty of water 

so the buffalo can eat and drink.

In times, father bring some of his strongest buffalo to plow the paddy field

after a time he will let the buffalo rest and get another one to continue plowing

Young buffalo sometimes doesn't follow his command, 

so he will hit it wit a rope or cane until the buffalo listen to him

He will then bring the buffalo to eat and to drink in the evening until dusk 

Sometimes when we are out of firewood, father bring a buffalo 

not to big that it can't go though narrow spaces

and not to small until it cannot bring heavy load.

He will pick woods and put it in a chart and when it is full, 

father will ask the buffalo to bring it home alone.

and it always home 

My sister or brother will then take off the load when the buffalo came

Father would be very happy when there is a newborn buffalo

he take care of it very nice

As time goes by some buffalo will get older or became sick

father will always get a way to heal the sick or dying old buffalo,

the were a time he called a veterinarian although it cost almost all of his money

but he is very happy to see the buffalo healing up 

and whenever his buffalo didn't make it or in a harsh word died,

his tears will drop, but he always hide it from us like a typical man 

Then, what is a good shepherd for you?

For me this is what it is, my father in this story is the Father in Heaven 

and the buffalo is me or us

even we were still in the womb, he know us, 

He already name us, and always call us, taking care of us.

whenever we hear Him and obey Him, He were there always, taking care of us

He give us foods and drinks, plenty of them, and it never run out, 

He give us test and works so that He can put us in a rest and comfort for a while, 

Whenever we disobey Him, He struck us with things, such as problems, so that we will listen to Him

and come back to Him. So when we had a problem, big or small, think back, are we listening to Him?

He never give us test that we can't handle, test for us is always fair and with faith and believing, we always gonna make it.

Hearing His voice alone, can bring us back from the deep jungle to home and release the load we carry

He will wait for us with smile during our baptism, because He knew we are coming, as the shepherd see his buffalo is pregnant 

and cry a lot when we left Him, as we died or go into other religion

and He'll do anything to get you back whenever you are gone,

He even sacrifice His only Son  to get YOU

That is a Good Shepherd for me 

YOU?

Good Morning

How you're day? 

Is it okay?

Well i'm telling the world actually,

I almost lost my voice,

due to sickness and the other illness

sore throat, flu, and some fever

Nevermind, I will go and fight :)
anyway, Good morning world :)