A lot had happen but more are coming

The view at my village

The day will come when we regret the past and hoping for a better tomorrow

but why hesitate? 

Why wait tomorrow for a better day?
Why not today?

A saying once chimed in my eardrums, 

"yesterday is history, tomorrow a mystery. Now is present, why not open up your present?"

So people take the chance to see your lucky day present's. 

I wish you to have a good day and good luck in whatever you'll be doing today

Morning :)

P/s: see also this blog... thank you :)

You ... (^^,)

Seeking through the past year

You are just friend

but don't worry 

you are a lovely friend to start with.

But those walks and talks

the "play" and laughs... 

Make me wonder
Would there be any chance..

of you and me
together

forever

.....

But now it turn out to be

I resist my eager hand from send you messages

I trying to spell "the word" right

and trying to forget you 

but 

above all those things..

I always fail to do that 

like all the time I mean 

ALL the time

But it is indeed a sweet failure

You are precious to me 

because you ...
you are..

"The greatest gift from God to me"

Going out again

Greetings reader(s) 

This holiday went a little bit busy

by events and nothingness

Anyway,
This is the place I wrote before

for those who doesn't have any idea, 

This is the post.. ClickMe

So, 

after bringing the camera twice,

without the memory card,

This time

I manage to take a some images

well, its not just these two actually,

it just I too lazy to upload the other picture here..

maybe later or maybe soon

anyway,

running away from the internet is quite fun sometime

but writing here and there in the web seems quite hard to be left.. 

so, here am I writing about nothing

The main purpose of this update is just to show the picture ..

The first picture to be more precise..
anyway...
Night readers.. :)

Almost change it...

Hello readers,
They may just a few who still read this blog
but it doesn't really matter now,

To be honest,
There's nothing to update for real
It just I wanted to tell you something..
I almost close this site because of the second blog but
gladly, I've found some trick accidently, so
I've removed my second blog post at the right hand of the blog

you may not notice it before
but it was very nuisance for me

well gonna do some editing later and for now... good bye second blog post :)

P/s : This blog is over 4 years now

Updating the blog

Celebrating  them..

its just some extension from the last post
this time with pictures

wait,

there'll be more

Its just tears that shows

Sadness and Happiness

 well, sometimes, picture do tell more then words.. 

Haha I gonna miss them :) 

Bye

another farewell lots of tears

There's a lot happened since my last entry

And I really mean it, 

but I myself forgotten it already
but some are not mean to be forgotten

I don't really know how to pour it in here

but just let it start like this

I was young and very shy

it just my smile that make them smile back

because it is the least I can do

Having myself with my classmate was good

but they came like light in my life

Friend that always cheer me up

To talk with them and laugh with them,

and share some secret with them

My life seems so good 

but I know the day will came up

where tears come flowing from the eye 

and sound of crying could be heard from every corner

the day when some of them go and just few of them stay

The day when smiles should be on lips

but tears came and wash it

but don't worry 

it just you can't see them as usual

but still they are your very best friend

the sadness in your had flow away from you

flow with the tears like a thousand river

but when the rain is gone you'll see smiles 

and happiness because 

"You are God's most precious gift for me"

it's not coincidence and mistakes

it's God plans for me and you 

so that you and I 

will have a great life

Long is it..?
anyway 

here's another one

It was a dark night

really dark and full of despair

and suddenly a voice call me out and walk to the light

and you came into my life and enlighten it

I never realize how happy you made me...

and now, I do

sorry if those two writing means nothing to you,

it just something that need to be read at least twice 

and those who know me to be understood 

anyway good morning :)

The Bus Stand Girl

A little boy is waiting for the school bus

the sky is gloomy and the day is drizzling

waiting under the bus stand 

he always get to be the last person going home

but days before they were a little girl,

waiting just like him

almost everyday too

the boy will smile when the girl come 

but they didn't cast a word until someone head home

in their own yellow bus

days goes on and they are still like that

but deep in the boy's heart,

there was thousand of laughter and smiles

knowing he'll meet the girl everyday, 

he go to school everyday, 

although he hates school 

he hates everything on his school

he used to skips lots of school day

But these days,

He never skip school anymore,

the best part for him is to wait at the bus stand

he seems to like those classes at school but the truth is, 

he always love the wordless waiting at the bus stand

Weeks goes by and so do months, 

It comes to the end of  the year,

at the last day of school he seemed to be so worried and sad

at the bus stand, he's pacing 

but when the girl come, 

he stand properly

"Hello"

They almost said it together

both hold their word and the boy continues,

"We've been waiting together for a long time now, Could I know your name?"

The girl smile and say "I'm waiting for you to ask me anything for a long ago"

They talk a lot that day, knowing they would probably will never meet each other anymore,

both render the day to their memory.

The boy reach home with happiness in his heart

It seems to be the best moment in his life.

although he never know the girl's name because they've been busy talking

Exhausted to the max

Right now 

I suddenly woke up yet still sleepy 

after an hour nap, I cannot go to sleep again

maybe the body is just too exhausted

well sometimes it happen to me, feeling exhausted but can't take some rest

this week is so exhausting, not to tell it loud but just to share

the body had been working from sunrise to sunset and it goes on in the night

such a long preparation for such a short time event 

the big event has finally finish 

but still, tomorrow will be another event, morning and night, 

and in Saturday, there will be two event and I had to lose one because it clash..

anyway another job come to me just a few hour and it will be a hard one

it seems writing can make me sleepy again, 

and the thunder is striking, maybe it will rain tonight

hope so, 

as for life these, I feel wonderful and meaningful 

as the hole is now filled ..

I hope I'll dream a good one... night :)

|Those Scraggy Hand|

And this is the real life situation I'll wanted to write for quite sometimes

Her skinny body and dark skin

maybe is it because of her gene 

Is not about the weather or whatever 

It just she is born dark

But skinny is not really in her gene

she had live in harsh and hard life

losing love of mother in early age, 

taking care of her newborn brother

and maybe back in her house, 

she had to takeover the housework too

Bill Gates once said, 

"If you're born poor, it's not your mistake, but, if you die poor, it's your mistake"

in certain condition, 

this is really true, but now, this girl, 

she doesn't even know,

or honestly she doesn't know it yet

how strong she is to carry such loads

Born in poor family doesn't mean you can't be rich 

but poverty itself, always tie all the poor to its root

and the richness always shed their face, not to help the poor

If and only if 

I have more in this life, 

I'll give the more to those who need

because seeing them life in such life making me wanted to cry

and choked me deep inside

but if you don't move up, who will help them

if you don't be rich who will even look at them

"That skinny little lady, had choked me to tears, but this tears don't even worthy of her burden, there's nothing I can do, but to wipe it away and live this life better, so soon when I'm successful I'l be able to help one"

~~ She Doesn't Know It ~~

I always wanted to lingers beside her

Her lips, her cheek,

Make me wonders every time

What complexion is this,

make me forgot how to forgot

and remembering what not to

Sharing some likes and time,

walks we went through,

talks we enjoyed

moments we shared

The moment I'm without you

is the moment I need you

Now this time, 

Would you be,

will you be, beside me, 

all the time?

Because all I'm thinking of is you

Some poem during my secondary school that somehow I jotted it down :)

Concerning all the factor

Considering all the factor,
Should I open another blog
just to satisfy my writing desire?
And  if I do, would I have the time and commitment
to write and update the blog then.

up until this moment I am the owner of two blog
my first domain is this, the blog that you're reading right now
http://kulaskung.blogspot.com/
and the other one is this
http://adayaphotototellphotoblog.blogspot.com/
a blog about picture I've captured
giving up is an option but I never see that useful for me
blog that I didn't update doesn't mean I don't like,
it just I don't have the right things to share
So I am Considering another blog actually right now.

and there is another thing that I consider right now,
and my heart is shouting to make it done  ..
but I should wait for the right moment to make it right
That's all for now... merci beaucoup mes amis

Writing During Hard TIme

view from my house (click to enlarge)

So this is the time when I though that life is hard,
Sudden observation making me feel bad,
but still it is me that make it bad...
done all the things, it just my spirit that occur does not in me
maybe it when away searching for something meaningful

So what is so meaningful that my spirit doesn't give a chance to the observation,
#friend #relationship #social #argument #family
when life seems very busy, I still think about these things and forgot about the busy mode

but somehow i hope that I will managed to gain some spirit in the morning and through the day.
Blessed be my day and yours too

Thanks to anyone that make my day :)

Rice don't make you FAT

better write this while it still on my mind..

long ago, there's some dialogue of dieting people who doesn't take the rice
and these fact have been there for years because internet was not widely used as for today
and then as the time goes by, I think I should say it here, now and now

"Rice don't make you fat"
in my age of 4 until 12,
there's nothing that i didn't eat,
I'll consume whatever and whenever it happens to be there..
luckily, my body never been so fat....
and those year's diet is simple, rice, fish and some vegetables

it was years when you eat what you grow
and not eat what you buy
searching the buffalo and doing gardening
was one of the routine although not everyday...
but walking around and playing around is my favourite

well, cut the crap,
it started during my 13 and later on,
where boarding school is my second home during that time,
food are prepared and nicely done.
for these early three years,
rice is the only thing I loved so much...
going on the 4th,
I eat same amount of rice but double or even triple
red meat, chicken and the other's
delicious and very tempting

(pause)

well cut again...
we go straight to the point
or to the main point of this entry
nowadays chicken or cow or anything,
use to have some injection or anything to make it grow bigger
in short time
even vegetables too

therefore, as we eat them,
we will get the same effect too...
hence, people will become bigger in short time

But listen to this, burn more than you eat is always right
from yesterday, today and beyond,
so, burn some of calories today... :)

So, here is something I found on the net,
"eat fish, you'll grow taller,
eat meat, you'll go muscular,
eat fruits, you'll be radiance,
eat vegetables, you'll be healthier,
but if you don't eat rice,
you'll die believing you are fat"
haha night :)

Endure Life

lately, many thing happen in life..
mostly sorrow and bitter...
but then, no matter how much the sorrow or the bitter,
there will always be happiness that wash away all the things..

Friends, family and church
are things in my life that will always make me smile
although sometimes, there will be no smile but still,
they can always wash away my sorrow, my sadness away
my doubt and worries are flushed away
and the most important thing,,...

I feel love in the air .. :)
Good night .. :)

Good things and bad things

well good morning

taking some time to update life

before making some lesson plan later on

well, lets go straight forward

the good thing is, 

there will be no more guilty 

and no more fake smile

Its have been settled 

and thank God for that

the bad things is..

friend got into trouble 

forgot to reply an easy message

the they got into trouble 

and I'm very sorry to that .. 

If you are reading this, 

let me treat you someday .. :)

well life must go on .. .

and life should be just once

because once is the pain we will able to bear.. :)

Good morning :)

Fate lies between the clouds

It somehow I managed to remember what I want to write last time
and yeah .. Its morning everybody....
It just the time setting in my blogger is not synchronized with my real time
but for real ? That doesn't seems to be a problem for me

looking back at the title,
nobody knows the future
even the future teller said they cannot see it clearly

we didn't really look at
"what to be in future and what to do right now"
but we should look at
"what to do now to make a better future"

indeed, it doesn't have any clear objective but just a fade motif
however, looking future and doing something to achieve that for some people are not applicable
people that live in poverty often doing this and failed a lot.
because what they should do is always undone because of their problems
living in a overwrought life too always failed peoples archiving their dreams

but doing what is "now" often make some people with efforts to live their dreams
doing the best in the live brings more opportunity for each diligent person
to live the life now and living to the fullest always make us better
and living like that brings the clouds away before the dreams of peoples

and people should know that fate doesn't really carved in our life, soul, or blood since we were born
fate is just where we were born, when we were born, how we were raised, and what obstacles that we face
there are no such things as born to be in heaven or to be in hell
we can always change fate.
Life is about cause and effect, yin and yang
all hardship today is chances for tomorrow's rainbow

So people fate do change if we are doing right things for better tomorrow
...

p/s: sorry if you readers don't know what i'm talking about
:p

Today ...

suddenly posting 2 update today...

Anyway, waiting for my friend to print his work this early morning,

I unwrap the present which we receive yesterday

both book seems very useful
winning the 2nd runner up for Innovation was quite a joy for me

and winning these books will help me learn the action research earlier

Well lets move on, 

after lecture, when to some counseling session

turn out, it was good and relieving 

some "things" were playing in my mind again

something long forgotten 

anyway, looking forward for my second session

Later this evening after sending some papers to the lecturer,

went to the cafe and watch the news

suddenly saw the aunt that I haven't see quite some times

and when I went to buy the drink,

she said that

"uncle will never joke with you, nor chat with you as his time is already come" 

listening those words addresses to me, I felt that she still miss him and suddenly

I feel very sorry to her as I can't say anything

the "condolence" word were so hard to be spoken

and I'm very sorry for that
All I can do is just pray and hope the best for him and his family

As today is the first day of fasting for the Muslims,

Wishing you a happy Fasting month :)

good night :)

Writing in the morning

It suddenly appear to me that I have to write this before I forgot about it :)
Last night or just now, I was dreaming a bad dream ...
although it was a good dream at the beginning
I was very scared to tell her that I broke her things.

A typical me,
broken something doing like nothing
but scared to death actually

well it turns out that is the only thing came out of the head..
but wait,
recently, I feel like I wanna get somebody
to talk with, to share with...
I just need that things..
because I don't recall being me.. :(

But then, I'll have this counseling session
with the counselor today ..
hope it will relief me a little bit

Well, went to toilet just now
and all the idea was gone
with all the "things" haha

Good morning :)

What If

What if today is my last day?

would you be good to me..? 

making sweet memories for me to bring along?

or painful reality to die with

well, make people happy even just for once, 

maybe tomorrow they are the one who make you happy

or pray for you 

I had this weird dream,

people dying around me, 

the best to do is nothing

because I feel I couldn't do anything,

but a dying person that time say this to me,

"Would you like to smile and make some of us happy?"
That brings a lot of goodness actually.. (in my dream)

they die peacefully

and in the purification, the one die peacefully

will make the other calm and peaceful 

a simple smile help a lot,

what IF you help them ...
It sure be better... :)

Make people happy although you may in pain,
because your reward is big in heaven :)

Night people :)

First time lapse.. lol

It been a while since I got the idea of time lapse..

but doing it was never easy.. manually ... even more difficult 

but moving on.. here is the product... 

needs more reading and practicing in future

is the picture moving.? if not.. click the picture or save it as .gif

have a nice weekend people.

Good morning.. :)

more are coming :P

Long ago, my hobby is..

It been years,

as long as I can remember, 

I have wrote  a few story during my primary school

but then I don't know where did I put it

And during my secondary school, 

it  begin to fade, but still I managed to write some

but then, it happen again, 

I have no idea where did I keep it., 

Its like you keep a treasure without making the map

then for sure it disappear 

Writing was never too lame 

and never too bore

but time and commitment is something hard to gain

During my primary education, 

I myself managed to enter a Japanese Malaysia Education Road show

where my story and my painting is taken and displayed on the exhibition

and taken to the other school too...

Secondary education was just ordinary,

compete on a few contest but never won anything

but I never participate the school competition actually

only participate the non-school contest

Until my last year at the school, 

managed to write something for a writing contest,

but it turns to be a international contest among students around the Asian 

or something like that.

That is the point when I suddenly eager to write again

Listed as the consolation prize receiver,

I never feel like losing

Consolation is still a great work among the Asians

Then again, there were another international level contest coming,

I entered it and didn't win anything,

my friend Maegyvear and I however receive some certificate

and its international, well, it push up my co-curriculum a little bit that year

Well, summing up,

Writing need reading and reading make good writing

in many chances, the early writing is mostly the same with what we read

until times of writing the and reading, we will gain our own style or writing

the punchline is very important but writers frequently use hard words to be decoded. 

well in other words, difficult grammar to be understood by others.

In some case I do it too

Well, people, never give up on your writing,

Good luck :)

Misophobia... anyone.??

Misophonia is Greek meaning an “extreme dislike of sound” and is a term first used by the US scientists Pawel and Margaret Jastreboff in 2001. However, misophonia is not just the dislike of sound. To suffer from it is to avoid the sound or situation by way of using an unpleasant or punishing response.

Misophonia first affects sufferers at a young age, around 10-12. Common trigger sounds are connected with eating and breathing. The reaction starts with the sound and often develops to include actions associated with the sound and even anticipation of those actions. The closer the sufferer is emotionally to the “trigger” person, the more offensive the sound tends to be. The trigger sound can create an overwhelming desire to flee the vicinity of the sound or a desire to do extreme violence to the “trigger person”.

It can be identified when these negative reactions, as a result of exposure to sounds, would not result from a non-sufferer. Symptoms such as discomfort, stress, anger, anxiety and fear become apparent before an emotional outburst.

Some of the sound triggers are soft sounds or eating and bodily noises, such as coughing, breathing, sniffing or snoring. Audio and visual stimuli can also trigger the same reaction. Not every sufferer is affected in the same way or by the same sound. Some may be unaffected or slightly effected by trigger noises that torment others.

Misophonia sufferer’s lives are greatly affected in a negative manner by sounds not significant to other people. It is important to note that it can affect their everyday life and it is not the loudness of noise that is the problem but rather the existence of the noise in the first place. Activities such as driving a car, shopping or mowing the lawn can also be agonising. It can even result in unemployment, reduced social interactions and the breakup of a family.

Misophonia is a newly recognised condition that remains little studied and poorly understood. It is not unusual for patients’ problems to be simply ignored with no help offered. Many GP’s are unaware of the condition and sufferers are often told to “get over it”. Patients lucky enough to be diagnosed have their complaints classified as psychological or behavioural problems and are treated accordingly to this diagnosis.

Do you think you may have Misophonia? Do you find it impossible to sit in the same room as a noisy eater, or someone who continually coughs out loud?

By Clarissa Waldron

Its Saturday and I'm feeling good

Morning :)
Although its almost noon :p

today, summing up the whole week,

Glad to have many friend

doing so many things in a week

making people feeling weak and tired,

but then, God have send me, 

you,you,you and that's right, its you

people around you and people at your back

God give you present when you wake up

and more when you talk, laugh and cry

Opportunity always come,

not once but times, 

some will be the same while some is not

but it is in your hand

Grab it or let it go with the wind

For the leaving opportunity,

crying over it will never make it come back, 

but sometimes, it will come back

Don't know what I am talking about?
Well, its okay, let me unveil this mystery

Its about "Penyingkiran" or in English, dismissal

the new student prank always make some tears

in time of danger or trouble,

we always save ourselves, but not the other

to think and to act is all for ourselves in that time

some may be good

but people always take advantage on them

them willing to go for the sake of other,

but the self essential people don't know that

the dreams and tears that these humble people let go

well, people, think about the other around you

you may not see, but its happening

well another thins is,

be humble and be strong  ...
Have a happy weekend :) 

Just for a week

Somebody is asking me, why not we go for "relationship" for a week
although I already hide it from the timeline,
the like button is hitting high
but it doesn't really matter,

the real thing for now is,
to trick people,
can just easily cancel it,
but then,
if somebody will be happy,
why don't do it?
plus, friend's request hard to fail,

anyway good luck people.. :)

Life recently

First of all the only thing I could say

I'm sorry if any of my act and my words

hurt you.

Its never been in my though

to make you hurt or sad or anything bad

Losing my friend, my companion

or anybody is my greatest fear

because you'll never know how to live alone,

emptiness, loneliness

its hurt more than a deep cut on your hand

Let me say this, 

let me say hello to you in smiles

just like day before

and make your laugh,

the greatest song in my ear

There something you couldn't understand

that all this time, I'm just looking for someone,

to hear me and make me feel better

and I've found them, and you is one of "them"

forgive me

The Seven Wonders of the World

Hello there,

I got something to share tonight'

before I called it a day

and end up wrapping myself with my own blanket,

read this and think about it again :)

Here it goes

A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present "Seven Wonders of the World." Though there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes:

1. Egypt's Great Pyramids 

2. Taj Mahal 

3. Grand Canyon 

4. Panama Canal 

5. Empire State Building 

6. St. Peter's Basilica 

7. China's Great Wall

While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student had not finished her paper yet.

So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many.“

The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help".

"The girl hesitated, then read: "I think the 'Seven Wonders of the World' are:

1. To See... 

2. To Hear... 

3. To Touch...

4. To Taste... 

5. To Feel... 

6. To Laugh... 

7. And to Love.“ 

The room was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop. The things we overlook as simple and ordinary and that we take for granted are truly wonderous!

Remember the most precious things in life cannot be built by hand or bought by man.

#copied&pasted#

The Whole Thing

Taken this photo yesterday evening.

Maybe it seems just like an ordinary picture.

But if you take a picture of it everyday, you'll see something different everyday.

And yes, I can see the whole Mount Kinabalu from afar

again, from afar.

In our daily life, 

we always see something from a point 

and straight away make a decision

But all things, if you considered all point, 

although it will not be short

you'll see the real things

In some case,

you'll see the real beauty

In some other case,

you'll know what is really happening

In case of knowledge,

you'll see the whole concept or whole idea

So, think back, 

look at the whole things of something

because you'll never know what the real beauty of it :)
Good morning :)

Update Mac to May

where should i start..

em... well I should tell from the last February 

And actually nothing much happened until now

1st phase practicum 

Its hard to be done but luckily

I have many friend to keep me accompany 

haha
with no me inside it...
there were indeed ..good students 

need to be motivated and need some extra attention actually

Examination

This time the examination was a little hard 

its not that hard actually,

it just because I haven't done my revision

overall, 

I just answer the question without knowing there are so many

mistake

but its okay, I just hope for the best :)

Kaamatan celebration

Happen before the exam actually but its all month celebration ahaha

Its not once but many times

The last celebration was the last Friday haha

Anyway

Have a look at these picture

We were also celebrating Mother's day that day haha

and thanks to those who take the pictures because I just watching from afar

That's me

Thanks to the one that take this picture

don't be mistaken,

there are still another person at my other side :)

I don't found me, alone, watching hahhaa

Barnabas Camp

a brief look through the camp

It was a great camp and a good time

meeting new friend, knowing old friend :)

A little talk on God and everything :)

That's me again :p

doing some editing haha

and now 

the end of story :) 

haha 

thank you for reading :)

Malay vs Borneo..??? Should be added into textbook ...

Got this from the other blogger ...

People please think rationally and not emotionally 

retreat and think again...

here it begins..

Malay and Dusun

Hi all,

Have you ever think or imagine about the similarities between Malay and Dusun? Come to think about this, the origins of the Malay language has yet to be confirmed by historians. However there is some historical evidence that attempts to link the origins of the Malay language. I’m interested in the origin of native tribes of Borneo or Kalimantan, and has made study via internet and books about tribes and its relation to Austronesian Malayo Polynesian. Language is one of the most important tools in Malay tradition, also known as Austronesian Malayo Polynesian. Many basic words in the language have similarities or close relationship with the native Malay language which has not been influenced by Sanskrit as Southeast Asia which was controlled by explorer from India, or the Arabic language brought by Arab traders, or the Chinese language, Portuguese and many others.

There are researches that suggest about who the real Malay is. Could it be the Borneon?

Here, check this out. 

Melayu Sebenar – Dr Zafarina USM

Perkataan Melayu berasal dari Melayur iaitu istilah suku Malayalam atau Malabar dari India Selatan yang bermakna bukit atau permatang.  Orang-orang Melayur adalah masyarakat asli Nusantara Sumatera (yang berasal dari Pulau Borneo berhijrah ke Sumatera yang menggunakan bahasa asal atau asli Melayu) berkahwin dengan orang-orang Indian Malabar atau Malayalam. Hasil pertembungan dua bangsa dan budaya menghasilkan bangsa Melayur sempena tempat yang dinamakan Melayur dan juga menghasilkan Indianized Kingdom (kerajaan dipengauhi India) yang memerintah ribuan tahun di kepulauan Nusantara.

Dunia Melayu mulai dikenali dengan kewujudan pemerintahan raja-raja kacukan India dan penduduk asli kepulauan nusantara termasuk Sumatera, Jawa, Borneo, Filipina, dan Champa di Vietnam. Kedatangan pengaruh Arab Islam telah menjadikan kerajaan Melayur kerajaan Islam setelah raja-raja orang Melayur memeluk agama Islam.  Bangsa dan pemerintahan raja-raja Melayur akhirnya dikenali sebagai Melayu dan berkembang pesat melalui perkahwinan antara kerabat di raja, perdagangan, peperangan atau penaklukan, dan juga diplomasi atau politik.

Bahasa Melayu yang kita kini kenali berkembang menjadi bahasa perdagangan, diplomasi dan keagamaan di seluruh kepulauan nusantara di mana kerajaan Melayu telah diwujudkan. Bahasa Melayu asal mempunyai persamaan dengan bahasa asli Borneo khususnya Dusun dan Iban. Bahasa Melayu moden adalah 70% bahasa India (Sanskrit) yang digunakan oleh suku kacukan Melayu yang dipengaruhi kemudian oleh bahasa Arab, Cina dan Portugis disebabkan pertembungan budaya antara benua melalui perdagangan di bumi Melayu.

Hari ini istilah Melayu bukan istilah bangsa (race) tetapi etnik (dari segi agama) kerana tidak ada bangsa yang dikenali sebagai Melayu menurut Perlembagaan Malaysia. Seorang Melayu adalah sesiapa yang biasanya mengunakan bahasa Melayu, beraga Islam dan mengamalkan budaya Melayu. Bahasa dan Budaya Melayu adalah termasuk bahasa Sanskrit dan budaya masyarakat India Selatan.

Dalam bahasa Melayu moden, perkataan asal Melayu hanya 30% yang hampir kesemuanya dapat dikesan berasal dari Pulau Borneo. Hampir kesemua raja-raja Melayu di zaman dahulu adalah kacukan India dan tempatan (Sumatera dan Borneo)yang menggunakan bahasa tempatan sebagai bahasa asal diperkayakan dengan bahasa asing. Pada hakikatnya bahasa Melayu sekarang adalah bahasa yang diperkayakan oleh bahasa asing khususnya bahasa Sanskrit sesuai dengan kedudukan sejarah dimana selama 2,000 tahun kepulauan nusantara dipengaruhi oleh India dan Arab.

Istilah masuka Melayu bermakna menjadi sebahagian masyarakat berbudaya tinggi berasaskan budaya India dan Arab. Manusia Pagan atau Kafir dikecualikan dari defininasi ini. Penulis-penulis sejarah Melayu sebenarnya adalah Melayu kacukan tempatan dan Inda seperti Munsyi Abdullah. Raja-raja atau Sultan-Sultan Melayu zaman dahulu menganggap diri mereka keturunan Raja Iskandar Zulkarnain.

Tuntutan ini mempunyai kebenarannya kerana raja-raja Melayur adalah kacukan wanita tempatan dan pembesar-pembesar atau pedagang-pedagang kaya dari India yang seterusnya mungkin keturunan penjajah Greek di India di zaman sebelum masihi.

Hari ini, penulis-penulis Barat telah menjadikan istilah Melayu untuk mengtakrifkan penduduk asli di kepulauan Nusantara sebagai orang-orang Melayu. Ianya tidak lagi bermakna kacukan India dan orang-orang tempatan atau tertumpu kepada pembesar-pembesar negeri. Istilah ini juga dapat diterima sepenuhnya oleh masyarakat serumpun d kepulauan Asia Tenggara/nusantara.

Walau bagaimana pun, isitlah Melayu hanya digunakan setakat istilah akademik. Ianya digunakan secara meluas oleh penyelidik Barat untuk mengenali masyarakat penutur bahasa Austronesian Malayo Polynesian dari Pulau Madagascar Lautan India Afrika ke Pulau Easter lautan Pasifik Amerika Selatan.  Penulis-penulis tempatan juga menulis mengenai kehebatan pelayar-pelayar orang Melayu menjelajah dunia untuk menguasai maritim lautan Hindi dan lautan Pasifik di zaman kuno sebelum Cheng Ho atau Magellan menerokai pelayaran lautan merentasi benua.  Kita juga membaca bahawa terdapat 300 juta orang-orang Melayu di seluruh dunia dan pengaruh orang-orang Melayu menjadikan bangsa Melayu sebagai salah satu bangsa peneroka terbesar lautan luas.

Istilah rumpun melayu sering dikumandangkan seolah-olah ianya suatu kenyataan. Namun hakikatnya, Perlembagaan Malaysia telah memberi pengertian sempit mengenai istilah Melayu. Berdasarkan tafsiran Perlembagaan Malaysia hanya terdapat 25 manusia di seluruh bumi yang dinamakan Melayu. Orang-orang Jawa di luar Malaysia bukan orang Melayu, orang-orang asli Borneo yang pada hakikatnya rumpun Melayu juga bukan Melayu kerana mereka masih bertutur dalam bahasa atau dialek suku masing-masing.

Menurut Perlembagaan Malaysia, bangsa Melayu bukan istilah bangsa tetapi istilah agama dan budaya atau cara hidup. Orang India dan Arab Islam boleh menjadi Melayu. Dalam duia hanya terdapat dua kumpulan besar yang mendefinasikan diri mereka melalui agama dan bukan bangsa. Salah satu ialah Melayu (berdasarkan Perlembagaan Mlaaysia dan yang kedua bangsa Yahudi yang mengelar diri mereka sebagai bangsa Yahudi bukan atas ras (racial classification) tetapi agama Yahudi mereka.

Di negara-negara Arab, suku atau bangsa Arab itu adalah itilah bangsa, bukan agama. Orang-orang Arab yang beragama Kristian akan tetap menjadi orang Arab. Malah sikap orang-orang Arab terhadap orang-orang Arab bukan Islam lebih mulia. Di Palestin, Syria, Iraq, Lebanon,dll terdapat masyarakat Arab Kristian yang menpunyai semangat nasionalisma Arab yang tinggi.

Tafsiran Perlembagaan Malaysia yang sempit menjadikan bangsa Melayu sutu bangsa yang kecil dan tertumpu kepada negara Malaysia. Bagi saya tafsiran Perlembagaan Malaysia meyakinkan saya bahawa Melayu tidak wujud sebelum wujudnya kerajaan pemerintahan India (Indianized Kingdom) di Nusantara. Sejarah Melayu bermula dengan Parameswara dari Palembang yang berhijrah ke Melaka.

Sebelum ini, tidak ada orang Melayu. Yang ada adalah suku-suku asli yang bertutur dalam dialek asli Borneo atau Sumatera atau Jawa, dan lain-lain. Di Borneo suku-suku asli in kini dikenali sebagai suku Dusun/Dayak. Masyarakat Melayu yang kita kenali di Pulau Boneo adalah masyarakat Dusun/Dayak yang memeluk agama Islam atau masuk Melayu.

Negara Brunei berasal dari Atak Batatar yang dipercayai suku Murut atau Dusun Bisaya yang memeluk agama Islam dan memulakan kesultanan Brunei sehingga sekarang. Rakyat Brunei adalah suku-suku tempatan yang telah memeluk agama Islam dan mengubah cara hidup sebagai orang-orang Melayu Islam.

Demikian juga, Malaysia tidak boleh mengatakan bahawa masyarakat Malagasy di Madagascar adaalah orang-orang Melayu. Ii kerana meereka tidak memenuhi syarat-syarat perlembagaan Malaysia. Masyarakat Malagasy sebenarnya berasal dari Pulau Borneo dan bahasa mereka mirip kepada bahsa manyan yang seterusnya mirip kepada bahasa Dusun di Sabah.

Walaua bagaimana pun, tafsiran bahawa Melayu itu Islam dan Islam itu Melayu sebenarnya ada kebenaran. Ini disebabkan ianya bukan isitilah untuk semua penduduk asli di kepulauan nusantara yang dikenali sebagai malayo polynesian. Ianya dalah istiah untuk masyarakat kacukan yang berasal dari Melayur India.

Penduduk asli yang dinamakan malayo polynesian memunyai ciri-ciri mongoloid bukan India walau pun kebanyakannya berkulit gelap sawong. Namun orang-orang Melayu di Malaysia hampir kesemuanya keturunan kacukan India atau Arab yang masih dapat diteliti dalam paras atau kulit penduduk Malaysia sekarang yang mirip India atau Arab – gelap, tinggi lampai, tinggi batang hidung dan bibir nipis dan bentuk kepala yang jelas bukan asli Nusantara.

Kumpulan ini adalah kumpulan cerdik, pintar dan merupakan kelas pemerintah selain menguasai bidang perdagangan negara.

Orang-orang Kelantan dan Kedah adalah di antara suku-suku tempatan yang paling asli, atau suku-suku pendatang seperti suku Bugis, Jawa, Acheh, dan lain-lain yang hampir kesemuanya masih mempunyai ciri-ciri Mongoliod yang jelas.

Kalau nak tahu, siapa melayu sebenar, inilah jawapannya.

Anak Borneo

*Tahukan anda bahasa Dusun/Iban adalah asal usul 30% dari bahasa Melayu moden. Bahasa melayu berasal dari Borneo, bukan Semenanjung Malaysia. Orang-orang Dusun/Dayak berhijrah ke Sumatera dan menjadikan Bumi tersebut tanah mereka. Berkahwin dengan orang India telah melahirkan suku bangsa Melayur atau Melayu. Kerajaan Melayur (Indianized Kingdom) telah memulakan sejarah Melayu.

Ciri-ciri bahasa Melayu kuno:

Penuh dengan kata-kata pinjaman Sanskrit. Susunan ayat bersifat Melayu . Bunyi b ialah w dalam Melayu kuno (Contoh: bulan – wulan). Bunyi e pepet tidak wujud (Contoh dengan – dngan atau dangan). Awalan ber- ialah mar- dalam Melayu kuno (contoh: berlepas-marlapas). Awalan di- ialah ni- dalam bahasa Melayu kuno (Contoh: diperbuat – niparwuat). Ada bunyi konsonan yang diaspirasikan seperti bh, th, ph, dh, kh, h (Contoh: sukhat****ta). Huruf h hilang dalam bahasa moden (Contoh: semua-samuha, saya: sahaya).

dipetik dari

http://www.tutor.com.my/stpm/asal_usul_bahasa/asal_usul_bahasa_melayu.htm

Saya mendapati istilah Melayu kuno amat menarik. Sepeti d atas, bunyi b ialah w dalam melayu kuno.

Contoh bahasa Dusun (Ranau) Sabah:

Bulan /Wulan

Betis /Wotis

Batang /Watang

Batu /Watu

Buloh /Wuloh

Bulu /Wulu

Berat /Wagat

Banyak bahasa Dusun Ranau mirip bahasa melayu kuno

Contoh:

Mata/ mato

Telinga/ tolingo

Hidung /todung

Lidah /dilah

Paha /poo

Siku /siku

Betis /wotis

Darah/ raa

Lengan /longon

Pusat /pusod

Isi /tonsi

Tulang /tulang

Lemak /lunok

Makan /makan

Minum /minum

Bunga /bunga

Buah tua

Dahan raan

Batang watang

Daun roun

Kayu kayu

Tanah tana

Batu watu

Awan tawan

Sawat sawat

Bulan wuan

Itik putik

Pelanduk pelanuk

Buaya buayo

Tikus tikus

Beruang bohuang 

Sesungguhnya, bahasa Dusun Ranau (Borneo) adalah merupakan asal usul bahasa Melayu kuno.

(Dusun Ranau digunakan kerana pengkaji menggunakan orang Ranau sebagai sampel kajian
kalau Dusun Lotud Tuaran yang jadi sampel confirm da guna bahasa Lotud haha)

Any comments? Feel free to express your respond.

Sincerely yours.

RESOURCES :

1. http://www.tutor.com.my/stpm/asal_usul_bahasa/asal_usul_bahasa_melayu.htm

2. http://dayakdusunmalaysianborneo.blogspot.com/

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Hi...

Yep i'm writing again ... and these picture I bring 

something :) 

and ouw yeah...

some of these picture are taken quite a long time already 

while some are taken just last week hehe

During the beginning of March, during some courses 

Taken almost 26th May .... a few minute before it

Celebrating some birthday ... i miss the moment

This....? Last year maybe. doesn't remember  it well

And this.. In the mist and freezing....

Anyway,

only the first picture take place at Kota Kinabalu

while the other happen to be at Kundasang and the last is at Bundu Tuhan entrance

These picture bring me a lots of memories and the sweet one

Hope to have more like this after this
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